o.o''

yeap...
imma blogging now..
and...
the point is~
PMR is not over yet...=.=''

aih..
too sien liao la wei..
no mood to study my KH ...T-T shyt la wei...
maths hor..do 2 Q...play 10 mins..=.=''
if this continues..i duno wht shyt results will come out...
T-T
gotto stop this !!

today oso duno wanna blog abt wht..
lol...
after PMR... promise will blog abt many stuffs!
haha!
nid to ganti bek the stuffs u guys missed..

tat's all~
bye~ ^^

PMR?

嗯？
不知不觉。。
10月了耶。。
话说。。
大家都在说PMR的事。。

那我，也该跟风吗？
哈哈。。
或许？

其实。。
我现在心情挺复杂的。。

咦？
复杂？
为什么叻？
哈哈。。
3年了。。
挂在口中的PMR。。
再过多2星期。。
要跟它说再见了。。

不舍得？
不知道。。
说了再见。。
又有新的-SPM
试，何时可以考完？

唉。。
不愿PMR离去，因为大家都在说PMR比F4，F5容易很多。。
其实，我不明白。。
他们那么说，是在安慰我们说PMR很容易。。
亦或者是跟我们说，连PMR都说难，何况是SPM，需加把劲？

唉，PMR过去，也代表今年要结束了。。
总觉得。。
今年。。
过得挺颓废的。。
嘿嘿。。
我什么时候不颓废过呢？

accountan 还是 lawyer ？
唉。。
一个选择，决定一生。。
后悔了，怎么办？
不知道。。
我什么都不知道。。

最近考试要到了。。
怎么还上网叻？
上网的目的，还不是为了逃离现实？
现实，总是残酷的。。
最后也是该面对的。。

关了电脑后，也开始面对现实-还剩2天，要读书。。
读了一下。。
动力又消失了。。
好讨厌自己。。
啊！！
失败。。
T-T

算啦算啦。。
给你们看些照片~><
舒解压力时拍的。。
娃哈哈哈哈~~

我的小宝和大宝~ ^^
它们很乖噢。。
总是陪着我熬夜读书。。
爱死它们了~















这是文具们。。
嘿嘿。。
其实SB的东西我还有很多。。
可是，他们比较常看到。。
所以抓他们来个大合照。。
嘿嘿。。













close up~
哈哈。。会不会吓到你们哦？
会的话跟我说，我删~
可是这张我看起来很白涅。。
嘻嘻。。
不是白痴那个啊！！













呵呵。。
这张最搞怪了。。
从没尝试过呢。。
眼袋比眼睛大。。
唉。。
熬夜的结果。。
不熬夜又不行。。
白天读不进脑。。
不知为什么。。
从小，我就特别喜欢深夜。。
夜深人静的时候，正是我林芷璇开始活动的时候。。
哈哈。。







咦？
抹眼泪？
哈哈。。
是啦。。
要PMR了。。
我还一头雾水。。
什么都不好。。
唉。。
大便。。









最后！！
哈哈。。
算是唯一一张正常的照片吧？
嘻嘻~
抱着大宝哦~^^

呵呵，很长的一篇。。
好啦。。
要去读书了。。
在这里。。
祝所有有考试的好运。。
还有加油哦。。
^^

bookfair trip + new member + mum bday~ >< its gonna b a long post .. ^^ 9/9 update !

bookfair trip + new member + mum bday~ >< its gonna b a long post .. ^^ 9/9 update !

haha~
tat's the title...
c title oso long ad...
post sure long de la~
coz long time no update jor ma..
^^ hmm... let's say abt 7/9 first la..
its our bookfair trip !
and..... ITS KHAI EN'S BDAY !!!!
HAHAHAHAHA~ lol..
wish her hapi bday here again...><

well.. on tat day..
me n hm reached ktm ard 7:45...
and..left around 8:45... =.=''
( coz sum1 was late.. lol ~ nvm la..)
den reached KLCC again 10 smtg..=.=''
omg~ it's so late !

hahaha~
den we quickly rush to buy tickets..
if not~ ltr manyak org nak beli..
buy liao 12:10 de grown ups !

haha~ den we went to the food court..
me n kn went to buy cake for khai en..
we macam sakai...
ran here n ther searching high n low for a cake..
T-T finally..we giv up..
change our mind n bought the cake from a " stall " near the food court.. ( cant tell name... ) den..
luckily...
they got candles~~ ^^
but...
THEY DUN HAV LIGHTER !!!!
T-T so...
kn ask wher got sell lighter or matches..
they say bla bla bla got a cigrette shop got..

den i asked kn : u wana buy a lighter ar?!
he said : abuthen?
clever me said : stupid..u can borrow from the shop workers ma !
hahahaha~
den we went to the 1st shop..
dun hav~
second shop !
got...
i did smtg stupid ther... ( dun mention it.. )
finally they lent me the lighter...
T-T thank u sooooo much !!!

den hor.. thx to gs n xh for helping me wif tat cake..
T-T thx !!
and...
sry bernard...
i din noe it was ur bday too...
ur bro din say anythin to me oso..
den we celebrated for khai en..
( the choo cheong fun n cake was...not nice...T-T )
sry every1 !!
T-T den 12pm ad..
we rush bek to the cinema n bought sum cokes n went in~
haha~
den...
finish ard 2pm i think...
come out..
the boys was attracted by the ipods =.=''
so..we stopped ther for awhile..
and finally~ sum1 lead us to the bookfair.. =.='' finally we're talking abt the bookfair..
erh... it was big lor..
hahahah~
i'm so "fei"..
i jz bought a book...
summore xin li ce yan...
rili gib myself zha dou... =.=
the spongebob books were all expensive...
aih..
T-T
of coz...
I DIN BUY IT !!! ><

hmm...
ntg special to say le ba..
bek to rawang n had dinner at mcd wif perlyn,zk,hm,kn~
hehe...
this is the first time goin to KL wif 30++ ppl...
lol~
its cool~

next !! i'm goin to talk abt a new family member !!
( copy soya... )
it's not produce by man's sperm and woman's ovule !!
its..
it's!!!!
A NEW VAN !!!
hahahaha~
( pics r at the btm~ )
lemme finish my las part !

mum's bday~
hav buffet dinner at corus hotel..
many malays standing by when we arrive~
hahahhaha!
of coz stand by to buka puasa lo~ ^^

den...
bla bla bla~
XD

den...went to tesco..
i bought 1 set of puzzle wif 1k pieces !
i saw xh ther too..
din greet him..i dun think he saw me though~ ><

den hor...
o.o''
i saw a phone~
SE aino...
it was soooo nice !!!
slide n touch screen de!
price abt 1k..
doin research on it now..hiakhiak~
my next goal~ XD

erh...mayb tat's it ba...^^
too long ad..T-T
bye guys~

this post especially for jie ( nikki ) and my dear ( jia hui )

hmm~
let's talk abt jie first..
kaka~
well...
its kinda weird..
coz...
she can b consider as the first person i knew from SEGAR..
and...
guess how we met? @.@

ok..
tell u la~
we met in a on9 game called maple story..><''
hahahahaha~
tat time she was invited to the same guild..
and~
we both like to stay up till late night to rush lvls~ ^^

the best part is this..hehe~
den we chatted chatted n chatted..
she start to ask wher i live and bla bla bla~

to our surprise !!
we live quite near lei~! ( compare to others at singapore...=_= )
and den~
she told me she was in SEGAR..
which was the skul i'm goin tat time...which mean the skul i'm studying at this moment..=_=''

surprise neh..
since tat...
she start to call me mei mei n i call her jie jie~
haha~
duno how many kai muis she got la~
><
but den she's always nice to me de..
T-T
gam dong..
and always ther for me..
i still rmb f1 tat year..
i had a big argue wif my best fren..
i was rili upset tat time..
but she comforted me n told me its ntg...T-T

den everything start to turn bek normal ad..
hehe..
thx jie ! ^^

well...actually..i still got a lot to say...
but den~
i nid to focus on tat small gas jia hui too~
><
she always complain i dun care abt her..LOL~
therefore, i decided to put her n my jie in a same post~
hahahaha~

tat 38 po jia hui hor~
very 38 de lor~
always " deng " me de...T-T
scary~
hahaha~
but den...
she very good de la actually..
( i duno wht to say tim.. )
many boys kao gua?
hahahhaha~

i still rmb..
when i knew her..
i wasnt close to her at all..
but den~
after tat " fei cai " incident..
we start to talk n chat more often..
and bcame close frens~
( i got many close frens...=.= )

wht to write else..=.=''
and hor !!
she always yuan wang me de...T-T
hahahhahaha~
i got treat her as my fren hor, she say i din..
den she post at her fb saying tat no1 is her real fren..
do u noe when sum1 rili cares abt u read it, how much pain he/she will feel? T-T

aiyah...
the conclusion is...dun say i'm not ur real fren anymore la..=.='''
coz i rili DO care abt u...><
so..dun say such hurting things anymore ar !! T-T

oh ya !!
my results this time..
hehe..
SUCKS !!!!
T-T
i oni got 1A now..swt..
still got 1 sub hvnt gib bek oni..zha dao...=.=''
all B..
actually this time my aim is 75 above nia..=.=
but kh n bm failed to achieve my goal..
my bc duno will get C anot tim..aih...scare~

and...my bi..
its odd..=.=
my english teacher said my essay was impressive...=.=''''
but.....
i.....
simply wrote it coz i rili got no idea wht to write...
and i oni wrote 1 page nia...
zha dao~

but i lost many marks at novel section..
mayb coz i dun quite understand the question ba..
T-T
3 more marks to get an A...aih~ suak la...^^
i'm satisfied..
hiakhiak~
k ler~
bye all~ ^^

crushes..haha >< 28/08/10

hehe~
finally trial over liao~ ( actually over 1 week ad...=.= )
so~
i decided to come up n post smtg 38 !
hahaha~

i'll leave it to the end...=p
first~
i wanna say abt my bloody results.. XD
hrm~
this time..harap all get 75 above..
but den~ chinese....o.o'' i'm kinda worried..

other subs...
geo-76
bm-73 ( 2 more marks to my goal..T-T but at least i improved ! )
maths-84 ( the oni A T-T )
sci-77

hehe~
den...
i'm goin to talk abt my bro's bday..
kaka~
ystd's his bday...
bought a tiramitsu cake for him!
jia ming n jia chuan oso came from penang n celebrate tgt...
hoho~
our hse is very noisy...( sry neighbours~ ^^ )

ohohoho~
the more 38 part of this post..
yea...
i'm goin to talk abt hu i like b4~ =.='''
big courage...
hahahaha~

1st 1...
NightLord..
its a nickname larh...hehe~
if u guys noe..dun say it out...=.=''
i met him ystd in a restaurant...
was searching for him for a long time ad..
finally..ystd let me bump into him..
but...T-T
i din get the chance to ask for contact num...T-T
mayb he alrd 4got abt me? T-T
feel so 38 keep on searching for him while he alrd 4got abt me...=.=

2nd...Junior Y..
o.o
hoho~
first person to like after i went to secondary skul..
erh...
actually...
i oso duno wanna say wht...
><
jz ....
jz........
jz..........
o.o'''
ntg~ XD

3rd...
currently? @.@ haha~ u guys guess ba~ =p
Mr.TY~
o.o''
erm...ermm.....ermmm.....~~~
i oso dunoo wanna say wht tim...><''
aiyo ~
pai seh neh~~~
( face turning red )

haha~
wookay~
i'll end my 38 post here...><''' aiyor~~

all abt my feelings..if anything hurt u, i apologize first...

hmm...
today~
was a very very historical day~
lol~ historical..><
our old pengetua is bek !
hahahaha~
her speech was very very pro~~~
starting wif " I M BEK !!!! "
i saw sonia was shocked by her volume...as she was jz standing bside the speaker..
><
poor sonia...
haha~
i'm glad tat she came bek~
tzee yee is coming bek segar too =)

but den...i'm gonna b in segar for a few months oni ma...=_='''

erm...
after skul..
FUN !!
me , hm , pc , kn and zk went to MCD tgt...
puasa~
no malays
^^
less ppl too~
wee~~
+more, we 1230 end our clsses..
we got 2 hours to spend~ hiak hiak~
quite fun n enjoyable~ ^^

oh ya..
we most probably goin to the book fair on sep 7th..
its a tuesday..
hehe~
pc,me,hm,kn,zk,gs and many many more...
haha
hope tat mt n ke can come too..
coz ke's bday ma..
rili wish to celebrate wif her...
T-T

if sum ppl ask y i dunwan go on the 6th trip but if the 7th de..
i'll answer...
they din invite me..
=)
mayb they dun rili like me to go along ba..
nvm..i'll go wif the f5s
^^
more fun~
first time summore~
keke~
too bad tat soya n kar huei splited..T-T

oh ya...wed i'm not goin to skul orh...
for personal reason again...
aih..
i rili wish to go de...
T-T
F....
T-T
4get it..
aih~
tat's all for now!

14/8/10 吉凶之日终于过了。。

actually..
ystd i said tat was the las post..
but den ...
smtg happened and i jz feel like sharing it here..

aih..
today..saturday morn..
jz came bek from tuition..

sat wif my mum to hav my breakfast..
i rmbed las time she said..
she dun wish me to get top 5 in cls or whtever..
but at least get in the middle..

den last exam i did it !
26 consider middle rite?
but den...when take results..
she still a ji a zo..
say not good enuf..
den jz now...
she said i got no passion to study...
always think this n this tat..
haiz..
i duno y the hell she always scold me abt this..

den she talk wif my dad..
say wht my results very bad etc etc...
was holding bek my tears not to drop...
once i rushed bek into my room...a place wher i usually crys the most..
tears start to roll out..
i'm crying when i type this post..yea...right now..

aih..
parents will always say u did this not good, tat not good..
when will they finally sees ur good side?
when is the las time they praised u?
cant rmb?
mayb tat's too long time ago ba...

bsides...
my parents will always compare me n others...
they will say xxx btr than me in studies or whtever..
in front of my relatives..they will say i did teribble in my exam...
but den...i'm the 1st cls for 3 years ad wht...
y do parents always wan more n more?

i'm not like those hu always ponteng + smoke + gaduh + dating..
i jz dun get it..
when can u start to b more considerate?
this year...i worked harder than the past 2 years..
i took up more tuitions...
i studied hard...
but mayb tat's my limit?
u cant blame me for getting such results wht..
for example..i got an A...
but 80+ oni...
then they will start to complain y not 90 above..wtf...

other ppl din even get an A..and u scolded me for not getting 90 above ?!
f u...

ok...hav to stop now..
nid sum time to calm down myself...
wish the f3 students good luck in ur trial ar...
wish muself luck too...aih...
bye now..