27/2/11 =) thx for being by my side ..

finally..
u picked up the phone..

had a long chat from 11pm - 1am ++
thanks..
rili..

when u picked up the phone ,
my tears jz wont listen ,
it was the 3rd time for today..
T.T
ham bao !

ur voice ,
its the greatest sound ever~
haha ,
it can always make me laugh ,
calm me down ,
comfort me .

sumtimes ,
i might think tat u're an angel ,
sent by the god ,
jz to assist me .

getting through the hard times ,
helping me all the time .

i'm jz..
glad tat i noe u .
thanks ..
i noe " thanks " this word cant rili compare to wht u hav done for me.
but ,
all i can say is ,

thank you ..

P/S: i'm all fine now ,
i jz nid sum slp now ,
after a slp ,
everything will jz be fine .
i dun wanna make any1 worry again..
( i hope so )

26/2/11 aih .. P2

i read ur blog ,
i 4gotten to mention sum things i dun like today

HY's incident is not the oni thing i'm mad at u
i thot u might realized tat i'm fed up of asking u,
and u would tell me instead .
u noe tat if u din answer my question ,
i'll jz keep on asking .

u said u're lazy to xplain ,
but y dun u jz tell me once n for all ?
its btr than making me feel so miserable for all day long right ?

i noe i'm too curious ,
and i noe u're toooo lazy to explain .
but still ,
i dun like ur attitude when i ask u abt tat .
i still rmb clearly tat u replied me
" blek , dunwan tell u "
still wif a =p expressions
==

i was losing my patience ,
and yet u're acting so playful wif me.
i'm so freaking furious tat time.

do u rmb in account cls ,
i told u tat i wanna go to the toilet ?

i was kinda unhappy when u told me tat u're goin to toilet wif zt
i asked
" wht abt me? "
u jz reply me mischieviously
" who ask u copy dao so slow "

i was already mad wif tat HY's stuffs ,
and u're still doing this to me .
and i rili wanted to go to toilet at that moment ,
aih..
suan lor..
i jz stand it for 1 hour oni ma..
nvm de..

try to stand for an hour when u're rili cold .
it feels like dying.

P/S : its ok.
i dun rili wan u to say sry or wht .
its jz tat mayb i'm too small gas .
recently i'm damn emotional ,
alot things happened .
i dun wanna talk abt it .
conclusion ,
i'm jz moody .
tat's all .
sry if i hurt u indirectly .

26/2/11 aih .. don't you understand me ?

first of all ,
i'm totally pissed off by my fcking sis today
aih
y does she always wanna treat me lidat ?!

second ,
i jz hope u can tell me the truth more clearer ,
u said he dun like ,
but dun like wht ?
u din rili point out clearly ,
isit very hard for u to tell me ?

or isit u dun trust me enuf ,
and scare tat i might tell tat fella ?

u made me thinking abt it all day long ,
i hate this ,
very much .

u noe tat my curiosity means everything to me,
it can overcome alot stuffs ,
so ,
y dun u jz tell me the fcking reason ?!

i dun talk to u much today ,
i thot u might realize tat i wasnt in a good mood ,
or even i'm mad at you .

its ok ,
nvm ,
i'm fine now ,
after telling sum1 abt this ,
i feel btr ,
i'll be btr after tonight ,
trust me .

25/2/11 旋律4

不好意思啊，
最近超忙，
忙到没灵感
==

绵说我越写越幼稚了。。
T-T

心里还是有种怪怪的感觉，
难道刚刚那被监视的感觉，
是老师来的吗？
不是啊。。
或许，
当时，
还有第三者在另一旁听着我与他的对话呢。。
而这个人，
究竟，
是谁呢？

吃了饭，
冲了凉，
颓废的坐在电脑前打网志。。

我不想想，
也不愿再去想，
头。。
很痛，很痛。。
这几天不够睡吧？

3个礼拜就这样过了，
那钢琴声，
还是照样地陪伴着我，
渡过每天放学后的那段时间，
有好几次，
我想再去看看，
可是想了又想，
或许那个人，
不想被任何人知道是他在弹琴，
或许那个人，
只想默默地弹奏着这曲子。。

哦，
对了，
我忘了告诉大家，
我是名转学生，
所以我对于3年前所发生的事完全不闻其详。。

我试图问问其他同学的，
可是，
他们说，
知道事实真相的其实就只有几个人，
而那几个人，
却被校长封口，
若敢穿出去，
后果自负。。

我又继续问，
那么，
其他人怎么又一直说不同的版本呢？

他们说
“不同的版本，就是他们自己添油加醋咯！笨蛋！”
我想了想，
也对。。
呵呵。。

那么，
知道当年的真相，
到底是谁啊？

唉。。
真相是什么呢?
我。。
该不该继续调查？
我今年，
高中2了。。
剩下几个月就得离开这儿了，
若不查出来，
我会不会就遗憾终身啊？

我决定了，
我。。

-待续-

P/S：阿~~~
我很幼稚~~~~
杀了我吧~~~~

25/2/11 regret jor~

T.T
aih~
regret regret regret~~~

today went mcd wif hm ~
mc , lp , jx , ws , ss , rf , ks
XD

when i waiting for my food to be place on my tray..
the indian uncle bside me 4got to take away his
take away drink ==

i got call him geh
but he din turn his head bek
T.T
den he walk damn fas oso
T.T
tak sempat call..
aih..
i shud hav rush out n call him de..

kesian lor him..
eat dao half thristy but no water drink
T.T
aih...
sry tat i din hav the courage to catch u up
aih~
r u thristy when u're having ur meal ?
T.T

P/S : today literature cls was fabulous~
hahahahhaah~
teacher gave me some consep of the short shories
landlady was interesting ~
^^
luv cinderella girl too~
naukar was kinda bore..
T.T
i'll read more b4 the next cls !!!

24/2/11 T.T sry !!

today...
=.=''
i did smtg stupid..
as usual...
regret ar~~~

><
ok~
it was my recess time ,
most of u guys noe right ?
prefect's recess is after the normal students' recess time
its jz abt 10mins
T.T
kelian na~~~

den~
pn lim asked me to send tat club's file to siti maria's place
so~
i duno her place
==
i tot if i wait for hm n ziwei pei me find btr~

so~~
i quicky buy food
n wanna finish it up quickly
==

den..
teacher showed up n asked me done ad anot
swt~
i said hvnt
><

den she quickly rush n pass it up
~.~
swt a~~~
coz when recess time i heard announcement said we can pass it up b4 today
so..i tot it wasnt so urgent..
><''
was gonna do it 10mins later jek
T.T

sry to troublesome teacher for running here n ther
><
sry !!

P/S: woooo~~~
exam is real near man~~~~
==
aih..
totally speechless abt it..
alot ppl seemed so hardworking...
but...
i'm....
==''''
4get it..

23/2/11 忙啊！！！

今天，
老娘超忙的~

唉。。
巡查员的事情，
忙到像大便酱。。

派buku log的纸啊，
spot check啊，
等等的。。

千万别问我，
几时会spotcheck，
最讨厌人家问了

老师爽就叫我们查的啦，
哪有固定时间让你们知道哦？
一个两个dai b
=3=

还有！！
我真的很讨厌每次我进班做事情时，
那班的人就会说，
“spotcheck啊？”
要不然，
“哇，现在spotcheck啊？”
从最后一排可以传到前面来
我给你们的印象，
就是“spotcheck”这个字而已吗？
==
汗~

今天，
大丰收唷~
哈哈~

放学后去了练习，
嗯。。
老师放飞机
=)

选了些委员，
其实，
有少许不满，
也不算不满啦。。

就。。
怎么说，
有个人，
他同样在很多club都有了职位，
为什么还要去拿那么多咧？

而且他还有一个是特别高分了，
如果你说，
你有别的，
但比较低分，
我还可以接受，
但。。
你。。
我真不明白，
人生那么忙干嘛咧？

拜5想跟启杰和慧敏吃mcd
哈哈哈！

就这样吧~
恭喜亲爱的凯恩荣获委员哦~
（我提名的~！哈哈哈）

P/S：我也不知道我今天发了什么神经，
竟然用华语写这些
==
其实写了蛮后悔，
可是。。
算啦~

22/2/11 旋律 3

踏出钢琴室后，
隐约感觉得出。。
我的背后。。
好像有人在监视着我的一举一动。。
是人吗？抑或则是。。
那３年前过世的学姐的鬼魂？！

我停下了沉重的脚步，
猛回头一看！

咦？
怎么会是他？！

他，
是全校长的最帅的老师，
也是我的化学老师，
女同学都爱他，
有时我的死党们还在他的节时，
特地刁难他呢。
原因嘛，
还不是因为妹都被他把走了？

可他总是有能力的把他们无理取闹的问题，
一个一个地解开，
使得他们个个打退堂鼓。
这下子，
更让他在女同学心中加分。

他与我对看了接近3秒钟，
终于开口了，
“你怎么会出现在这？”
我都还没问你怎么出现在这，
你反而问回我？！
当时心里是那么想着。
可是我却保持沉默。

他又接下去问，
“你知不知道，
这里被同学们传说闹鬼的啊？”

我点了点头，
对他说，
“我不怕啊。难道，
是老师您怕了？哈哈”

在他还未开口继续说话时，
我赶紧再补一句，
“老师，时间也不早了吧？
妈妈还等着我开饭呢”
说完后，
便匆匆的走下楼了。

心里还是有种怪怪的感觉，
难道刚刚那被监视的感觉，
是老师来的吗？
不是啊。。
或许，
当时，
还有第三者在另一旁听着我与他的对话呢。。
而这个人，
究竟，
是谁呢？

-待续-

21/2/11 澄清

嗯，
首先，
我要澄清一下。

我不讨厌华语，
我只是不喜欢它的考试程度，
未免太高了吧？！

看了今天派的校刊，
看见华语拿A的人，
少得可怜。
==

不过算啦，
我的目标只是B+
^^

只是啊，
我不喜欢它的考试format
唉。。
想到文言文，
词性、词类，
等等等等的东西，
我就开始头痛。

我发觉啊，
我用华语写网志没那么受欢迎，
哈哈

但我觉得，
用华语，
更能表现出我的心情，
或许因为它是我的母语吧，
觉得用它来呈现会比较舒适。

我喜欢华语，
纯粹就是这个原因，
我不喜欢考华语，
因为我觉得，
语言，
是用来与别人沟通的，
而不是用一张纸证明一切。

你就算这个语文课拿了100分，
可是却说得不好，
你能与别人顺利的沟通吗？

还是你要天天拿着那考卷对别人说，
我的语文课拿100分，
我很会与别人沟通？
呵呵，
我只能说，
你还真可爱。

学到的东西，
我也不觉得在日常生活中会用到多少。
拿个比方，
文言文好了，
你学了，
难不成天天用文言文与人对话？

哈哈哈！
我相信，
你朋友一定很少，
因为也没人听得懂你的火星语吧？
哈哈~

总结来说，
我会华语，
我是华人，
这是不能改变的。

何必，
要用一张SPM文凭来鉴证这一切呢？
唉。。
算啦，
这就是世界，
那么的残酷。。

P/S：写到那么长，
我只是在抒发我不想考华语的心情罢了
T.T
讨厌！

21/2/11 tiring..

ish..
jz reached home..
T.T
aih..
sry hm n hong yit ,
i tot my mum gonna fetch us
==

well..
today ar..
busy lor..
reach skul ,
put bag in cls ,
rush to 3dm
wah~
so huai nian lor~
=D

sticking the wishing papers on the sweets n all
=3=
all kelam kabut
=D

den..
i brought form4's sweet to bilik disiplin
==
heavy man..
distribute it in cls
=3=
most of them in cls ma..
special thx to kar huei who helped too
^^

den..
the chocolates we delivered it too~
=D
me n hm ,
best partner
XD

den..
left lollipop
i heard their gonna distribute it tml
=3=
las time sell orange ,
din get the chance to deliver ,
now can deliver ad..
so nice~
=D

den..
pandu puteri's kem..
T.T
i jz got 6 ppl to join la wei....
aih...
i'm so freaking nervous now..
the dealine is on wednesday !!!
fck it...
y tat society so damn pasif geh ?!
the form 5 members all oso lidat
==
swt ..

i jz fking hate monday...
argh !!
BUSY !!!

20/2/11 旋律 2

跑到第4层时，
我深呼吸了，
把门打开了。。
里面。。
竟然。。

是空的！
我松了一口气。。

心里，
却还是满脑子想着到底是人为，
还是真的是鬼魂在作祟呢？

我进了去里面，
看着那钢琴。。

若那么久没人用过的话，
这架钢琴不是早就灰尘堆得一层了吗？

难道，
是那位过世的学姐天天跑来抹吗？
呵呵，
我不是那种相信一些科学根据都没有的人。

我很肯定，
这是人为。
这一定是。

心里越是解不开的，
我越想去把它解开。
这背后，
到底有什么故事呢？

想着想着，
电话响了，
哦，
是妈妈，
呵呵，
迟了些回家就担心成这样。

也不能怪她，
我是独生子，
而且我觉得，
我妈妈与别人的妈妈非常地与众不同。

总觉得，
我这当儿子的，
还要天天去照顾她。
哈哈，
可是我觉得，
可以照顾妈妈，
算是件非常幸福的事了。。

踏出钢琴室后，
隐约感觉得出。。
我的背后。。
好像有人在监视着我的一举一动。。
是人吗？抑或则是。。
那３年前过世的学姐的鬼魂？！

－待续—

20/2/11 to the special girl..

aih~
i noe u're rili upset tat u cant come..
i'm kinda disappointed too..
coz i even bought present long time ago to give it to u
i thot i could meet u tonight n gave it to u

T.T
aih~
its been a long long time since we las met
miss u so much actually
hui woon oso disappointed actually
><''

heard from ur mum tat u even cried
aiyah..
its ok la
we'll jz find another time to hang around
=)

u'll always b my best fren
^^

P/S: though i noe u wont b reading this..
still !
i'm blogging it ,
=)
dun cry ya~
muz smile always~
^^
( my heart hurts when my mum told me u cried for it..
aih~ )

20/2/11 ^^

hehe
today~
busy busy busy~
went tuition
threw a party~
XD

fabulous~
my sweet 16's bday party ..
sweet~
<3
thx to every1 who attended !
and my mum n relatives who helped a lot ~
n my dad~
^^
my dad went to take the cake n fetch my frens to my hse eh
><

so many ppl came !
haha~
lemme count how many frens came~
^^
1.hm
2.pei chuin
3.khai en
4. mei ting
5. ann qi
6. kah yee
7. ming chyi
8. jin xin
9. mei yan
10. kah min
11. xin kai
12. ai leen
13. ji zhun
14. bernard
15. guan sze
16. guan wei
17. yank siong
18. xing herng
19. zhee kiat
20 . tzee yee
21. nikki
22. angel
23 . sfern ?
24. zi wei
25. jin xuan
26. kai tsen
27.wei yang
28. chin hao
29. rui enn
30. rui yee
31 . suet nee
32. hui woon

hmm...
tht's all i remember..
did i left out any1 ?
><'''
32 frens of mine came eh !
happy ~
^^
received alot presents too..
luv u guys~
^^

got some presents i rili luv dao~
example..
hm's present !!
i like it !!
the key chain~~
and the ring !!!
XD
i luv this combo larh~

kah yee's oso !!
the necklace very nice ar~~~
gai n mak's oso ar~
the spongebob phone geh cover !!
haha~
the bracelet oso not bad
^^
and..

today too rush ad
i accidentally spoilt my bag
T.T
the zip ther
aih~
i like the bag lei..
T.T
mayb go to those tailor shop to fix it ?
btw !
sum1 gave me a handbag as bday present !
><''
haha~
who lai de?
i 4got jor
><
but !!
thank u very much !!

the present jie gave was...
odd
==
a spongebob banana
zzz

and~
2 ppl gave me purse !
lol~
its both in pink~
><
luv it too larh~
its useful ar~
^^

i wanna kill zimei on monday
==
wht a gift he gave...
an aunty gave him those n he give it to me
wth..

oh ya !!
sum1 gave me a bow tie
==''
i mean.. i'm not a guy..
and..
even if a guy...
duno think ppl might wear it often these days
and..
it cant b wear in formal occasion too
==''
i think...
i'll jz keep it...
><

rili appreciate ji zhun for attending..
T.T
gam xia !
4 years ler...
><
u...
CHANGED ALOT !!!!
ppl asking did u go for surgery anot
LOL !
rili lor..
change alot..
look more like ur bro jor~
=3=

hmm~
wht u guys think abt the previous post of mine ?
title name is " melody " ( in chinese )
well..
i'm not sure whether i wanna continue it anot
==''

too tired ler~
ciao~

P/S: go to my fb album called
" sweet 16 bday party "
XD
check it out the photos~

19/2/11 旋律

又是这熟悉的旋律。。

每当放学经过B栋大楼旧校舍时，
钢琴室里，
总是会传出非常悲哀，
听了，
会瞬间让人心情跌入谷底的钢琴声。

有同学盛传，
说某天有位女同学在好奇心的驱使下，
从钢琴室外，
偷偷的透过那积了非常多灰尘的玻璃窗望进去。
看见的，
是一个披头散发的女鬼在弹琴。

当然，
这只是这女同学说的，
因为这件事，
在学校已传得无人不知了。

同学们以后都不再经过那里。
以前至少还有一些同学会经过，
现在，
那里完全就荒废了，
看起来，
心里还会有种莫名的感觉，
心里麻麻的。。

也有人说，
当时有位女同学因为压力太大，
在旧校舍的顶楼跳楼自杀。
当时的这位女同学，
就是3年前钢琴社的社长。
经过这事后，
钢琴社就渐渐的落寞。。
团员一个一个退出，
最后，
这社团就被贬了。。

可是，
奇怪的事就这时开始。。
钢琴社没了后，
钢琴室里就传出了这首悲哀的曲子。。
听曾经是钢琴社的同学说，
这首曲子，
正是那位学姐生前最爱弹奏的曲子。。

难道。。
她真的死了后，
灵魂不愿离开，
所以继续在钢琴室里弹琴吗？

不可能。。
我才不信这些鬼话连篇的传言！
于是，
我在原地想了好久，
到底。。
我该不该去查个清楚呢？

这琴声每天会持续个20分钟就会停止，
我再不上去，
或许就没了，
当我跑到第2层时，
琴声没了。。

跑到第4层时，
我深呼吸了，
把门打开了。。
里面。。
竟然。。

-待续-

P/S：3838写下的呐~~
嘎嘎~~
灵感突然来的，
不能挡
=3=

18/2/11 aih~ busy T.T

this week was extremely busy !!
lots of homeworks !!!
lucky these days my file demerit quite less work
^^
si shanti ,
dun giv work anymore ar !

leo's chocolate sale finally comes to an end ,
phew..
T.T
begging ppl to buy ,
collecting money ,
making the order list..
aih~

pandu puteri's camp nid 20 ppl to join
aih
sei la..
i wan go,
but i not sure whether i can go anot
i scare crash wif the cruise trip
==
aih..
T.T
rui en said muz 100% sure can go oni write ,
wht if i din write ,
den the date din crash lei !?
==''
sakai !!
i wanna go skul slpovernight la...
T.T
I DUN CARE AR!!!!
T.T

and 20 ppl lei..
walao..
find die me ad..
alot stuffs to manage
T.T

bsides !!
my bday party oso making me damn pening
i nid to arrange their transport ,
solve their probs y they cant attend ,
tell them the details ,
invite ppl ,
confirm guest list ,
order cake ,
plan the games / activities
etc etc
T.T
i think...
i more like the host tomolo's party
but the bday girl
T.T
cooperate ya~!!
oh ya..
rmb to wear
RED SHIRT !!!

haha,
that's all le gua~

P/S : gonna call him tomolo n make him jealous !
ahahahha !
=p

17/2/11 o.o

haha
i duno wht to put as title
><''
ps ya~

today ar..
ntg special to talk abt..
lots n lots of homeworks
T.T

organizing a party is exhausting..
T.T
too many frens to invite
transport prob
sum din invite dao mayb they might feel hurt or wht
ish~
its hard to b a human
=3=

finally
today exchanged my present wif tikyin~
ahhaha !
wish she liked mine
><
i liked tat present alot myself~
ahahaha !

tml's gonna b friday
sat is rili around the corner !
excited !!
told my parents tat i wanna play wif my frens on the balcony
^^

exam is around the corner too
F IT !
==

today..
sat wif dear bear~ in labs
=3=
he's quite fun to tease man !
hahahha !
bully him very shuang
^^

but he always give me tat kind of licik face
==''
yank siong is as cunning as a fox !
LOL !

today saw smtg rili made me " tan wei guan zhi "
=o=
its hong yit's house !
its enormous !!!
T.T

P/S : hmm
sat gonna gib him a call when every1's around !
hahahha !
pass phone to every1 !
let him jealous ~
=3=
coz he cant attend~
muahahhahaha~
[i noe i'm evil =) ]

16/2/11 BFF =)

u're the 1st best fren of mine who made me
believe tat even if best frens dun contact each other often ,
they're still best frens

we went through alot stuffs tgt
we slpovers
we play tgt
we go to skul tgt
we tuition tgt
we eat tgt
we shop tgt
we visits each other once a year at least
its enuf for me

i'm glad although its been a long time
but we still appreciate each other tat much
we still stay contact
i duno how long will this still las
but..
i like it
i like this kind of feel

u've been a great fren of mine
my best fren forever
=)
thx shar..
^^

u oso made me believe tat different races oso can b this close tgt
i luv u very very much !!
^^

P/S : i'm gonna meet her on sat !
^^
yea~
gonna intro to all my frens tat she's my BFF
^^

15/2/11 =) I'M 16 !!!

its 11:20pm now
i'm not gonna slp till 12
=)

i'm turning sweet 16 man !
how can i slp b4 12 ?!
=3=

i noe i'm not goin to get any wishes from him tomolo
aih
but was rili happy to receive his call today
aih
i was busy n cant chat patiently..

i'm sorry if i hurt him accidentally
><
coz i told him directly i dun like tat present he gave
LOL !

sry na..
not dun like
but..
its useless ma..
let parents c dao oso teruk
T.T

sry na..
T.T

went to hav buffet dinner jz nw
ntg special abt it
==''
dun like
~.~

tml got skul again
aih
hate skuling..
T.T

k la
i'm counting down 12am
^^
nites guys..

P/S : i miss u alot
T.T
though u cant celebrate wif me
its ok la
we still got next year marh..
jz..
i oni got one 16-year-old's bday
==''

and now..
i jz wanna scream loudly...

I'M FINALLY 16 !!!!
WOOTS !!!!
HAHAHAHA !!!
XD

15/2/11 T.T ruby ar...i miss u....

suddenly..
miss my first 2 weeks in ruby cls..
T.T

u noe ?
since i went to diamond
all my hw rili cant catch up
i macam those transfer students

example..
ruby teach till here
diamond teach till here
i got miss sum ,
sum listen again.
sum even teach wht i oso duno

nw in cls jz keep copy homework
nvr do oso
notes still got a bunch i hvnt do
fck u notes !
i mean..
i wont read u after i done u wht
wht the heck..
notes oso not i do on my own
i copy tuition teacher gave 1
==''
so my notes = read their notes
but type out geh writing nicer
=3=
so~
i still wont read my notes
zzz

ganti bek those diamond homework oso make me dulan.
if la i rili cant catch up ,
blame the pengetua ,
darn !

aih..
got 2 tuitions today ,
is this holiday for me ?
nope .
sry tikyin for not attending today ,
i rili wanted to attend ,
but i'm tired..
i noe u're tired too ,
i'm sry
T.T
we saturday celebrate tgt la..
^^

P/S : for me ,
ther's no such thing as " holiday "

14/2/11 Valentines ^^

haha
to tell the truth..

i knew u'll giv me smtg today..
but...
i jz din though tat it would be so big
==

stupid la u...
wht if my mum saw ?
i terpaksa hide it in my bag after skul
scare ppl c
==

i dun like it la..
T.T
coz..
its..
kinda...
useless
==
and !!
the oni thing i can do wif it is HIDE IT !!!
if my mum sees ,
she sure ask this n that ..
i dun wan tat kind of stuffs to happen..
T.T
aih

but..
u noe ?
i dun rili cares abt the valentines present..
all i wan is u to b wif me n celebrate it tgt
but..
its ok la
though i dun like the present ,
n u're not here wif me..
but ..
i noe u tried so hard to make me happy ler..

haha..
when " she " contact me..
i already can figure out
but rili tak sangka tat thing so big jek
==

and..
i noe tat thing u bought it when we went for gathering right ?
XD
k la..
tat's it for now..

thx TY ,
for everything ..
thanks..
T.T + ^^

P/S : recently..
i'm rili stressed n frust
ther's alot stuffs for me to do
aih..
glad tat 4 opal drop ad
if not..
do die me
==
thx rui en !!

13/2/11 Happy Valentines Day

tml !
feb 14 !
happy valentines to every1~
especially those hu r still sweet sweet paktor-ing
envy la me~
T.T

hahahah !
every year ..
valentines around the corner i sure very heng fun
coz...
2 more days my bday jor
^^

this year !
our first year !
=='''
he's unable to celebrate both of it wif me..
aih..

this coming sat my family wanna throw me a bday party
^^
hehe
tml go skul invite invite~
mum say ask dad to use van fetch them from mcd
><''

well..
tml got skul
==
T.T
sej notes undone
moral eser undone
moral nilai 1 oso cant memorise
==''
i'm doomed
prepare to die !
T.T

few ppl ordered chocolate from me ..
xie xie xie xie !!
T.T

i berjaya invite dao ji zhun to come to my hse
^^
4 years no meet~
finally
T.T

tml's gonna b a busy day...
T.T
wish i can cope wif it..

P/S : happy bday orh peh xin ying~
^^
i rmb ur bday since primary ler~
i dun think u'll read this ..
but still i'm wishing u here
happy valentines to every1 who's reading my blog..
^^
nites~!

12/2/11 i hav no other options..

i finally free now..
aih..
but still..
tml got 2 tuitions ,
addmaths n english

aih..
sat n sun shud b free de ma..
y my time so pack de..
T.T

she called me twice ,
din get to answer ,
when i call bek her ,
she's in the clinik dental ,
her mum said she'll call me bek in the evening around 7

so i waited..
went to addmaths tuition..
she called 4 times
==
i tak boleh jawap la wei~

reached home gave her 2 calls
no answer
=.=''
WHEN THE HELL M I RILI GET TO SPEAK TO HER ?!
_1_

suan la..
today pandu puteri's perjumpaan..
hmm..
not much special~
looking forward for the camping
but i duno if i wanna go anot
slp at skul lei..
nvr try b4..
><
i wanna try~
haha~
p/s : how to bath ? O.O
block g toilet ?

today keep fishing in piano cls
~.~
not fishing
is yawning
==
my performance rili teruk la
aih..
not enuf slp = perform bad
T.T

oh ya..
i think...
i'm gonna continue my tuition at fei lim ther le..
aih..
the transport time..
the petrol fee...
aih..
mum nid to wait for us too...
=(

but i hav no other options..
wht can i do ?
tolerate..

P/S : wher r u now..
its 6:35pm ad..
can u call me as soon as possible ?
i missed ur voice..
T.T

11/2/11 hehe~ double 11

phew~
finally..
its friday !
T-T

which means..
i can take bek my lappy
T-T
blogging wif it now
without it ,
my life rili sux
==

i mean..
tuition time occupies most of my time ad
still wan rampas lappy away

make my life more miserable jek
==
sakai !

tml..
nid go for P.P perjumpaan
den..
P lessons
den..
add maths tuition..
i'm exhausted
T-T

i feel like stopping my currect add maths tuition actually
the place is rili far
and..
i cant connect dao the teacher de signal
==

his style
more suitable for those maths good de
obviously ,
i'm not 1 of it
my mum oso complains to me tat
tat place very jam
very far
the time very kek sui
sat n sun oso nid go so far

hm's mum complains abt this too
both of them dislike us goin owh
so..
i might stopping
but
i cant find other centre la !!!
==

P/S : yay yay~
chocolate sale !
^^
i'm coming ya~

9/2/11 超忙的一天

是的

我今天超忙

功課趕到我要死
file demerit 的 shanti廢材又一直施壓
她講當然容易
我們下面做事的才辛苦

除此之外
今天為了學會的事留下來
呵呵
和碧欣變熟了
(雖然我不知道她名字是不是醬寫)

感謝她和汶婷坐我旁邊教導我
(我也不確定汶婷名字是不是醬寫==)

唉
明天補習的事又還沒處理
那個媽寶真煩人

哦，
對了，
我最近錢多，
誰要跟我玩信息嗎？
哈哈

P/S: 我發現每次和汶婷吃東西都是吃雞飯的
哈哈
還有
我不知道為什麼電話打出來是打繁體字的
等下去研究可不可以改
好吧，
就先醬。
拜~

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8/2/11 argh!!!

Zzz tried to update wif google but failed.
updating wif andoid's applicaition. blogger-droid. zzz

hmm..today at skul quite normal..
except.. RAHIM TAK MASUK KELAS!!!
haha shuang die me a!!!
><
coz i find his cls quite boring
zzz

hmm
recently addicted to an android game called gravedefense
haha veri chi gek eh!!
android user go try la..

duno wht to update actually.
i miss my lappy!!!
T-T

next wed go lunch n celebrate bday wif tikyin,
hu wan come?
XD

P/S: hehe..i finally gets to noe him
but he's kinda shy + frenly
== wht a combo..

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Testing !

Hehe was jz trying to blog wif my cell phone.. i still like my lappy more ==

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7/2/11 T-T

aih..
rili gonna go to skul tml ler..
T-T

hate it..
waking up 5 in the morn..
==

aih..
this year i rili no mood wan study
jz feel like slacking

actually
this year
i got no CNY mood
holiday mood got la
==

relatives went bek to penang ad
had dinner wif them at triple round restaurant

i dun like it ther actually
the atmosphere
too crowded
==

noisy dao i duno wht to say
i like night view more
its near to triple round
its in the same section de actually
when u turn left into tat area
triple round is left
u turn right
den u can c a restaurant ther le

ther not bad la
coz less ppl ma
=3=
i dun like too crowded
makes me very " fan "
==

the cake is nice
but..
==
i duno y
tonight ..
i cant eat a lot
==''

very " muak " ar~
kena scolded by dad twice for wasting food today
==
i oso dunwan de ar !
so full ad still force me eat

kelian my sis too
=.=
she got no present eh..
~.~

mum din buy
dad din buy
aunt oso
==
all gib angpau oni
haha

at least got angpau la..
==

oh ya,
i think my dad's gonna keep my lappy away ler..
so i might not update often..
T-T

aih..
hate it..
but i still can fb
coz my galaxy got wifi ar~
XD

msn...
i not sure
==''
nid go android market find out

dun like to fb wif phone la..
screen so small
shyt..

i din finish up any homework this holiday
==
+ today de
i think i'm gonna die
aih

took alot emo pics
XD
in fb ler
hav a look n leave ur comments if u wan
XD XD

P/S : seriously..T-T
WHEN IS THE NEXT HOLIDAY COMING UP ?!?!
i jz luv holiday~~~~
T-T
dun go away pls !

7/2/11 Happy Birthday to u~ x4

hmm
actually~
this post is dedicated to my youngest sista~!

i knew she'll nvr read this post
jz post shuang de
==

she's 10 years old now..
double digits !
hahaha!
i rmb when i was 10
i damn excited
><
coz i'm finally double digits ler
( waiting for triple digits now..
JK~~
>< )

okay !
to tell the truth..
i dun like my sis alot
==
she did alot bad stuffs
to me
to many ppl

some of my frens noe de la
i always confess to them geh

i most dulan is my rabbit case
the rabbit is my favourite pet !
i mean..
i got a lot pets de ma..
turtle , bird , chicken
( i duno if chicken is a pet anot == )

but i still love the rabbit most..
coz ..
it more like a real pet to me
==
other than turtle n chicken or bird

to me ,
pet's defination is..
like dogs n cats lor
can hug
can train
can..
aiyah do alot stuffs wif them la
haha

tat rabbit very cute summore
T-T
ok~!!
the point is..
my sis sorta killed it
==

cried dao i wan die ad tat time
aih..
the rabbit...
about 3 months nia
==''
i mean i bought for abt 3 months la

aih..
sad..
i buried it opposite my house
==
it was under a sign board
i still rmb wher isit
teehee..

well..
bsides the rabbit case..
she likes to steal my tidbits
==
sweets ar~
snacks ar~
anything la
grr !

actually..
her soy ye ,
say 3 days 3 nights tak boleh finish
==

nvm la~
its her bday wht~

i think i'm gonna buy from LEO chocolate for her bday present
==
i did tat las year too wht
=3=

aih..
i hope she's getting bigger
n start to bhave herself la
stop making every1 around her pissed off ma

my mum oso dulan of her actually
=3=

hahahaha !
jz a short update abt my sis
==''
( or shall i say gossip ? )

P/S: my parents even booked a cake for her..
T-T
envy~~~
i hope the cake is nice la..
since i'm eating it wht..
==
las time tat secret recipe de ...
i dun like
><

7/2/11 CNY holidays ended !

today~
woke up damn early for tuition
==

wrote an essay abt
" an unforgettable experience "

to me ,
i felt the remarks teacher gave was compliment eh
><
but she jz say i dun read enuf
yea la..
i stopped reading english books since form1
==

aih~
busy busy busy~
=3=

den..
fell aslp after tuition..
den~
my dad woke me up n ask us to get ready to go to the
dong chan si
==
yor !
sien de lor !
==

went ther n took sum photos
teehee~
was wearing in bro's shirt
ahahhaha !
playful ma
><
took sum emo pics too !
XD
refer to fb if u wan
^^

i heard my so called aunt got into NS
==
yea..
she's my aunt..
18 years old
XD

bcoz her mum is same batch wif my grandma ,
she's the youngest n my grandma is the eldest
tat's y lor ~
( i wonder if i used the word batch here is correct == )

heard my big " gu gu " said
she's suffering inside
==
cny come out ,
face full wif pimples jor
zzzz
kesian lor !

when i heard she kena NS
i was like..
" wth...dun kena me eh...
i'll be insane ! "
><

weird weird
on 6th i din updated my blog ,
but still got visitors
><
hhaha!
cute la wei~

tml cousins goin bek ler..
><''
duno shud i miss them anot
they're..
kinda naughty
==

reached home about 2am
==
bath liao 3am
updating blog now
haha!

luckily tml no nid go skul jek..
if not..
2 hours of slp..
how i study wor..
==
i faint in cls den oni u noe !
hahahahha !

ok le la~
stop here ba
NS frens went bek in the jail ad
==
aih~
1month !
GANBATEH !!!!

P/S: say real la..
i dun understand y dong chan si got hello kitty's hua deng
==
snoopy dog oso got
BUT !
no spongebob..
==
suan !
boycot u !
next year dun wan go jor !
hahahaha!
( i dun rili noe how to admire those flower lamp == ,
so..
go ther jz walk here n ther ..
so cacat wei ! )

5/2/11 eeee~~

my title
" eeee~~ "
==

aih..
i wanna eeee many things
=.=

1st ,
skuls gonna start soon..
tml is my las day of relaxing
god damn it..
aih

my dad said the tuition tml morn cannot be canceled
f 9 him
==

aih..
nid wake up sooooo~~
early tml..
T-T
dunwan a..

aih...
2nd~
eeee~~
i heard exam is coming soon !
aih
T-T
dunwan...

3rd
eeee~~~~
CNY OVER LER ?!
T-T
sooooo fas !!!!
i hvnt take enuf angpau eh !!

total up..
i din even hit 1k
=='''
kns..
coz i din went bek penang this year
actually.
many years liao din go bek

las year~
went to china if u guys still rmb
las las year ~
stay at my hse steamboat oni jek
><

this is the 3rd year not goin bek to penang ad
aih~
if this year go bek
my angpau lui sure hit 1k
=3=

i can claim my aunt
8A + bday + CNY
hiak hiak hiak~~
i'm evil
><

now...
i oni got rm 930 jek~
dun hit me !
its still not 1k yet !
hahahahha !

later 3rd uncle coming to find us eh~
stop by awhile since he's coming bek from penang ma~

hiak hiak~
gonna claim from him
><'''

1k 1k 1k !!!
HIT IT!!!!!
muahahahah~

P/S : ok...
this is jz a 38 post from me ..
><
coz...
i c recently
not much ppl online
all go bai nian / balik kampung
==
so~
i cin cai update lo..
haha~
well..
these days' visitors rili much o..
i oso duno y
==''
thx for viewing my lovely bloggy !
^^
bye guys~

5/2/11 算了吧

唉。。
就酱算啦。。

有点失望。。
你为什么总是把它搞砸啊？

给了的希望，
最后都变绝望。。

我只能做的除了等，
还有什么？

唉。。
你说，
我会等到的，
我要等到几时啊？

第1晚，
第2晚，
第3晚。。
全都毁了。。

我不知道还要说什么。。
你烦躁的语气，
搞得我也不知怎么好。。

放你走了，
最后只剩我一个人流泪。。

唉。。
我是不是。。
不重要了？

觉得你应该不会看到啦
所以算了
我要向吴克羣学习
“没关系”

P/S：我没事，
这篇乱写的啦~
我觉得，
一个男生，
读女生blog多过看照片的比较好噢。。
表示他在乎她感想啊，
之类的
若只是看照片的话。。
==
他只注重外表吧
女生们！
找男朋友最好找看你blog，
而不是照片的哦~

4/2/11 T-T friday

eeee~~
today so freaking weird

cant on9 for the whole day
==
connection prob
zzz
den~
go slp lo
=3=

slp liao whole day
piggy ar~~
^^

did sum hse chores
=='''
definately not i volunteer to do geh
aih~
i hate holidays bcoz of those houseworks
==''

i so swt wif my cousin de lor
they said they arriving today's 4am
den ~
change to 1pm
den~
change to 7pm
den~
my dad said
" they wont b here tat early "
=.=''
i waited whole day jor lei !
zzz

today so weird..
i whole day no on hor
1 notification oso dun hab
=3=

all ppl go bai nian ler ?
hiak hiak hiak~

today friday liao
=(
den..
sat
den sun..
den..
bye bye..
T-T

nooooo~~~~~~~~~
den i'll hav to wait till the march geh break
=(
T-T
exam a exam...
i hate eu !!
T-T

3/2/11 gah !!! I'M INSANE !!!

=.=
aih....

i duno why the hell..
my gmail acc cant sign in in my galaxy
==
so i create another 1

but !
it will oni auto sign in the older 1
ar !!
heng !!
so i wanna delete the older acc
but ~
the phone said it can oni be deleted by using the erase phone bla bla bla
which erase EVERYTHING in the phone
==

great~
i did tat
==''
kinda regret though..
i think softwares can redownload ,
songs too
tat's not the prob ,
contact num i oni got 2 in tat phone ,
not a big deal

the prob is..
i din noe tat erase liao ..
my phone geh input style so weird..
T-T
i miss the older 1...
T-T
the new 1 was so kek sui...
555555555555555

my galaxy not galaxy liao..
T-T

2/2/11 团圆团圆，团团圆圆～

haha
title is in chinese
but gonna blog in english
><
zha dao ?

today o..
went gathering lor~
jz enter karaok ni..
my mum called n wanna pick me up le..
=(
hate u !!
T-T

den follow them go buy alot stuffs
shyt la..
y dun u buy liao den oni pick me up jek ?!
==

aih~
suan lor
went home n fell aslp
==
tired man..

woke up
pray~
den~
dinner time~
XDXD

as usual
my family making steamboat for reunion dinner
^^
so shuang a~
i like steamboat !
^^
( luckily this year no ppl taking pic !
las time my mum took a very yong sui pic of me eating steamboat..
zzz put on fb summore..== )

after dinner,
dessert ~ ><
no la ,
my biggest aunt's bday ma
so we went to buy a tiramitsu cake
at secret recipe
i dun like it lor
==
ate a small piece nia

every1 eat liao say yummy wor
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i got prob le
==''
nvm~
eat less oso good
XD
no nid gain so much weight
hahahhaha~

oh ya,
jz nw my cousin girl find me play happy family wif her
==''''

P/S : was rili happy today ,
saw sum1's cute new hairstyle
=3=
ahahahahha !
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1/2/11 Febuary

^^
teehee~
febuary is here~
hahahahah~

hey yo my fren~!
among so many months ..
except november n december
my fav month is feb ler~
^^

coz its special !
dun u agree?
every 4 years ,
feb will hav 1 day 29 de
cool ler !

so far ,
i hvnt met any1's bday on 29th feb ,
kesian dia lor...
=(

bsides tat 29th ,
feb is my bday month too
=D
valentines ,
CNY ,
oso in feb..
hehe

Febuary ,
i jz cant express how much i love u !
and~
other usually hav 30/31 days
feb most got 29 oni
=3=
short !
^^

this year feb..
dun think can receive alot presents from frens ,
i'm not looking forward..
==
every1's busy

unlike las year ,
i got alot present ><
thx wor~

this year ar..
i oni noe i will exchange present wif smelly tik yin !
^^
go yamcha on tat day too
^^

so happy ler~
hiak hiak~
( opps i hvnt buy present for my smelly tik yin >< )

today~
feb 1 ,
mesyuarat agung for busy company !
hahahhaha !!
><

fun lei !
except for zk n pc who went bek early
T-T

we stayed ther till 1:30 pm isit ?
dun quite rmb le..
so shuang a~
chat / play / discuss add maths
^^

i luv this kind of feelings
so free n casual
not being controled
^^
tml go gathering again !
yeah~

hope they welcome me la..
T-T
aih~