30/1/11 148 ( 149th post )

i dun like 148 this number actually
reason ar..
coz i'm 148 cm
==

i'm not satisfied wif it actually
its too short la wei
i din even reach 150
aih..
2 cm oso dun wan gib me..
sad lo~

u noe ?
bcoz of my height
i gotta giv up alot stuffs

i'm not sure i've post this b4 anot..
><
well..
read again oso nvm right ?
xixi

1st of all..
i wanted to be a hostess / stewardess de
but due to height prob
==
to be tat ,
u muz be 158 n above
10 cms more ar..
aih
i cannot tall ad
dun ask me jump more or eat wht more

i stuck at 148 since standard 4
==
seeing every1 who is shorter than me
taller than me 1 by 1
walao..
tat feeling
~.~

not oni tat ,
i wanna try to be the photographer for LEO de las year
due to height prob
=='''

bsides.
i oso wish to be the conductor of choir
but..
due to same prob too

aih..
wish to grow more 10 cm lor !
i rili dun like 148...
T-T
short dao si..

30/1/11 NEW !

changed my blog's music
hehe
nice ma the new instumental music?
emo na~
^^
luv it !
next time got wht emo de music/song rmb intro me ya~
^^

next !
i changed my header le~
hehe
las time wanted to change ad
but lazy wan do it..
hehe

still candy..
^^
luv her la wei~
><
hope to b half cute as her
T-T
i noe i'm still far
==

oh ya ,
my visitors gonna break 2k le lor~
( kinda slow compare to others ,
but i very happy le la ,
haha ,
every visitors r frens who cares abt my life ,
my story ,
wht happen to me ,
right ?
luv u guys !
^^ )

30/1/11 untitle again

today so lazy wanna update
~.~
haha

update b4 i go to bed
hmm
this holiday..

plan to go 2 outings oni
i duno if my mum let anot
aih

coz..
mon got tuition which is tml
tues goin outing wif gs
wed most probably wif kn n his band members

aih~
let la let la~~~
T-T
i long time no go outing wif them ad !
><
i go ther make a study group de
zzz
i nid them to teach me add maths..

seriously ..
i rili think i terpinggir from the syllabus ad
==''

1st exam coming soon
i still blur blur
blur like hell
wth ..
i dun even noe how to answer the questions in structure !
==
essays r killing me !

aih..
my all pass for first exam ..
T-T
duno can make it anot..
sobs..

P/S: rili looking forward to those gatherings
^^
especially those who r hardly to meet de
aih~

29/1/11 放假第一天

啊～～～～
漫长的今天，
终于熬过了。。

今天算是开始放假的第一天
＝＝
可是。。
我还是很忙！！！
啊！！！
疯。。

早上８点补习
过后吃了早餐，
去钢琴班，
过后赶回家，
再出门去补习
＝＝

唉～
补完后又没得回家

要在万挠吃晚餐
还要跟大表哥一起吃
啊～～～

大人谈起天来，
可以谈很久的啊！！

我从早上到刚都没冲到凉，
全身超不舒服。。

在英姐吃
好吃好吃～
不过。。
那个＂ｄｊ＂不懂做么鬼
台上站着一个老ｕｎｃｌｅ在唱歌，
还把音量调那么大
神经病。。

我都被吓得快有心脏病，
耳膜要爆了，
ａｈｐｅｋ还好好得唱歌。。

最后大家顶不顺，
走人咯～
阿哈哈！
谢谢你烂ｄｊ　！
让我可以早早回家！
哈哈！

今天无意听见妈妈对爸爸说
“孩子既然主动想去补习，
做父母的就得给与他们精神上的支持，
尽量配合他们”
哇塞～
超感动！

其实我知道我妈最近很忙
她要工作
她要收拾装修好的屋子，
东西还乱七八糟，
我又整天补习，
不得空帮她
有空都补眠或休闲休闲咯

她还要载我，弟，妹去补习
我最麻烦了
每场下到ｒａｗａｎｇ的ｔｉｍ
唉。。

我也不想
ｓｅｎｔｏｓａ没人教啊。。
Ｔ－Ｔ

今天就先酱吧～
好累了呐。。
＝）

Ｐ／Ｓ：新年假期，
好多人约。。
不知道要不要去新加坡的
哈哈
希望妈妈让我出去玩咯。。。

28/1/11 Time passes by so quickly

heh~
time pass by quickly oni for today
=3=

i duno y
i jz felt like today is in fas forwarding mode
==

whole day in skul " pesta ponggal "
lol
when finish
no teacher enter cls

the pesta is...
=.=
i duno whether fun anot
zzz
its all screwed
=3=
LOL !
disaster i would call it
==

gratz to our lucky PC !
=D

not much to talk abt the festival for me
==
i jz noe...
300 ppl cry together is very shuang !
ahahah~

i'm all in smoke smell after it
==
curse it

copied my maths homework after the pesta
==
and went to fail demerit to finish up the bloody
5 citrine fail

den,
went to look for 5 citrine buku log to put it bek
curse u...
i cant find it
==
suan le..
it will celebrate new year wif me
zzz

after tat...
went to pandu puteri meeting
^^

yay~
i finally got the money n the akaun book le !
( abit prob wif the account book ,
gonna ask the ex-treasurer abt it )
==

rui en treat me so nice le ,
i thot i'm gonna collect the fees all by myself wif rui yee ,
but she said wakil can help~
hiak hiak~
^^

since i'm a prefect ,
not much time for me..
=(
i try to do it in the morning ba ,
den stay bek after skul to ganti bek my duty time
><

went lunch wif jie ,
bloody man hong == ,
and another 2 jie's fren ,
i rmb the guy called melvin ,
not sure abt the girl ==
elaine ?

ok ,
melvin was late ,
i mean damn late
=D

alot stuffs happened la~
the funniest part is the
" bu ke da bian "
" no big "
LOLS !
i noticed it first ~
^^

went to tuition ,
BM wif pn chong ,
walao~
the time fas dao~~
^^
den sejarah after tat
oso fas dao~~~
hhahahaha

den when bek home ,
had a " rushing dinner "
coz my bro got tuition at 8
and he's late for 20 minutes
=D

den went home
and opened the lappy
n typing this post
==
( i still hvnt bath n its already 9pm+ )
zzz
still in smoky smell !
ahahaha !

P/S: today noe quite alot shocking news from man hong ,
thanks for ur gossips ar~
=D
and remember ur early ordered chocolate !
=D
knew smtg abt myself quite shocking too...
==
even though some ppl rili said to me ad ,
but ...
i still dun rili believe
aih~
suan la ~
i believe now le
xiang bu dao his taste so bad 1
zzz
nvm la ,
wish u xing fu ba~
^^

27/1/11 i'm not in the mood today

i duno y the hell
today damn moody

a lot of homeworks
go skul keep copy oni

the tuition transport oso a prob
the fail demerit oso a prob
i still got a lot hvnt do
i hvnt transfer the name list ,
i hvnt transfer the 10 marks ,
i hvnt finish processing the buku log..

ah !!
i'm getting nuts !!!

tues din enter cls the homework ad a lot
the sat abit de homework i oso hvnt complete
den the teacher say today nid pass up
i keep rushing in class oni
whole day
nothing..
i mean nothing...
nothing went into my brain !
==

suan la..
i dun listen in cls oso usually
==
i go tuition oni pay attention geh

scolded by pn lim too
==''
coz wan go BD do smtg
aih~

den
i missed the outstanding chances
FML...
was rushing my homework in the lab la..
i got no time to go out
aih..
i wish ther's another chance...

today in cls feel like crying a few times le..
when eyes turning red ..
i quickly stop thinking abt it ,
if i rili cried ,
ppl will start to worry wht's wrong again

aih..
i duno how to explain la..
i rili stress now

i'm such a failure..
i'm good in nothing..
let me die..

P/S: the oni thing which can cheer me up is the CNY holiday coming
and NS frens coming bek too...
^^
aih..
tml got wht stupid pesta
duno how die oso
==

suan le..
let me cry 99 den turn in..

26/1/11 为你而疯

我为了你，
做了许多疯狂的事，
你知道吗？

你不知道，
你看到我时，
只会傻傻的笑，
笑得那么的天真，
那么的纯洁。

看着你的笑容，
仿佛什么烦恼，
瞬间，
全都不见了。

你的笑声，
成了我童年与青少年的回忆，
我不能没有你。

抱着你哭泣，
抱着你睡着，
有你真好。

为了你，
我愿意花很多钱来取悦你，
也愿意花钱，
买东西来证明，
我是很爱你的。

朋友都说，
我太疯狂了，
我觉得，
还好吧？
爱你，
是我唯一能做的。

为了你，
我甚至可以和别人斗嘴，
当别人说你坏话时，
呵呵，
他们的下场。。
不堪设想哟~

为了你，
我可以和同样爱着你的表姐反目成仇，
为的，
就是你。。

。
。
。
。
。
。







海面宝宝！！
我爱你！！！！
T-T

P/S：不好意思，
我疯了！
阿哈哈哈！
有没有炸到的感觉啊？
=D
在等着第148个post，
我会post一篇很感性的东西上来哟~
^^

26/1/11 It's over ?

huhu~
almost 3pm now
bek around 2:35 gua~

bek liao terus on9 ~
xixi

actually ,
i thot today gonna stay bek late in skul ,
i nvr thot tat so many ppl will come to wrap the mandarin oranges
=='''

unexpected
><
a lot came !
lol
about 30mins
almost all gao dim jor
my table at least 2/3 boxes cleared
==

ben lai wanna write the cards geh..
who noes they printing it
T-T
so high cls?
O.O
LOL !

next activity is...
friday's pandu puteri mesyuarat agung !
yer~
girls~
lai la lai la~~~
uniform ma~~~
u'll nid at least 2 unit koko right ?
come join us la !
=D

we're frenly ,
dun worry
><
we nid new members too
><
b active u surely getting AJK when u're in higher forms
i'm the treasurer ad wht
==''

P/S: teeeheee~
rili excited abt friday~
jie coming to skul to pick me up ,
send her sis for band ,
get her cert !
=3=
after tat eat wht lei ?
^^
long time no meet her le ,
did she get thinner again ?
=='''
her 2 other frens goin too,
=D
nice to meet u 2
ahahah~

25/1/11 Untitled

ah~~~
boring day~~~
T-T

went to dewan wif other prefects for the kursus
==
got a cert !
ahahaha~
tat's wht i wan
duno tat cert useful anot tim~

but when u collect all the certs
when u view it
u'll get self-satisfication !
ahahaha !

the breakfast n lunch i feel quite tasty eh
hm said not nice
==
so tiao ti
==

my latest status on fb

现在的学生ｈｏｒ～
问有没有ｓｐｏｔ　ｃｈｅｃｋ　，
我说有，
结果放学没有时就跑来骂我

...对他们诚实地说没有时，
还对他们笑下
他们竟然说我的笑容出卖了我
＝＝
吃大便啦！

i rili kena zha by them
==

but la~
i say got to them coz i wanna c how they react
ahahahah !
sumtimes u will get
" really ar ?! ( wif a shocking face ) "
LOL LOL LOL !
luv tat expression !
ahahaha!

said no to oni her
coz its her
=)

turned my head bek is also bcoz of her
=)

she's diff from other students ok?
=3=


hmm
tml can go wrap orange !
yes !
><
so excited~

this friday got mesyuarat agung for pandu puteri
pls come if u're interested !
all chinese girl ther ,
dun b afraid ~
^^

looking forward for the marching oso
ahahah~

yoke thing asked if we wanna join the debate competition anot
><
i feel like joining
coz i rili lack of confidence la..
nid build them up !
HIGHLY !!!
==

so..
finding for teamates !
^^
3 ppl per team
i duno wan team up wif hu eh..
=(


this fri goin to yamcha wif jie
i wonder she still rmb now anot
==

this fri oso got persatuan agama buddha's gathering
zzz
they always got gathering 1
==
las time i always got annoyed by it
so i quit this year
=D

but now..
the prob is..
==
hm nid to cut herself into 2 pieces
ahahha !
luckily this week no leo
=3=

hm nid go persatuan agama buddha
n oso pandu puteri
i oso cham lei
==
duno wan wait her anot tim
zzz
ish~

other then tat...
i duno wht to update ad..
==

P/S:fell aslp at least 2 times in the hall
==
i'm tired la wei~
today gonna turn in early too~
=D
tml wrap orange !
weee !!
mr rao said got a society so good ,
CNY sell orange
he doesnt noe i'm involve in it too ?
=D
ahahahha~

24/1/11 青春不留白

嘿嘿，
我又用华语上来啦～

今天哦。。
没什么特别的
＝＝

就。。
上ｓｉｖｉｋ时
不问老师去尿尿

结果回来本来老师说要扣分的
不知做么！！！
他又不要扣了哦！！！
＝＝
有少许失望

我跟绵一直很期待被扣分的
＝３＝
没扣过
扣别人就有咯
扣很多ｔｉｍ～
阿哈哈哈～！！

然后，
那老师说什么明天没做完什么什么要去外面罚站
我要！！！！

最后一次罚站是小学的时候了吧
很爽哦
不用听课，
站在外面，
看到经过的朋友就谈下天
︿︿

我也尽量在这两年内
被罚站在外面看
呵呵～
期待啊～～～

ｏｕｔｓｔａｎｄｉｎｇ　ａｋａ　ｏｕｔｓｉｄｅ　ｓｔａｎｄｉｎｇ
哈哈哈哈！

我要ｏｕｔｓｔａｎｄｉｎｇ！
＝３＝

今天，
ｍｕｍｔａｚ说她每个拜一会教我们ｌｉｔｅｒａｔｕｒｅ哦。。
唉～

其实。。
我不想跟她学哦
＝３＝

唉～
不过。。
算咯。。
没关系
我先试试看

有很多人叫我别拿ｌｉｔｅｒａｔｕｒｅ咧
＝＝
可是我本身喜欢沃
我一听就很感兴趣
然后从去年开始就想拿了

听有些人说容易
有些说难

看下先咯
我考不好
老师也不会继续让我拿啦，
对没有？
＝＝

看了它的题目
觉得还好啦
只是我没读过
所以不明白
＝＝

慢慢学应该没问题
︿︿
老师说她教了６年，
没有学生拿过Ｂ咧
＝＝
都不懂有没有酱厉害的

哎呀～
总之，
我先考看看先，
不要再ｄｒｏｐ
＝Ｄ

Ｐ／Ｓ：明天ｐｅｎｇａｗａｓ要去礼堂耶～
不用进班～
耶耶耶耶～！！
阿哈哈哈～
不用看到那死鬼ｍｏｒａｌ老师！
阿哈哈～

24/1/11 想念以前的你

嗯
最近跟老婆仔谈起了一些事情

突然觉得，
她好像变了蛮多的

总觉得以前的你比较好
==

不知不觉，
老婆仔其实当了我的知己蛮久一段时间了，
哈哈，
老婆仔~
爱死你了~
（其实他懂我的东西蛮多的）

秘密啊，
其实我觉得，
我没有秘密
==

因为我的秘密已成了大家的秘密
阿哈哈哈！
每个人都懂
=3=

我不是否认，
只是不喜欢承认
><

最近的游览率不知怎么，
飙得好高
==
谢谢支持？
阿哈哈哈！

半夜12点咯。。
老娘要去睡觉觉了~
^^

明早又得早起，
唉~
不~~~

不知道需不需要留到2：20
==
我叫我妈1：10来载我了咧

不管，
我不要上那多余的akaun班！

那个就让没补习却要拿akaun的同学上就够了啦
==

我很多补习了
不要再加这个
拜托~~

如果这变成wajib
我每个拜1ponteng算了
==

又有讨人厌的moral节哦
欠打
唉。。。

算了，
抱怨完了

睡觉去~

P/S：宝贝，
我想你了，
你咧？

还有，
我很想念以前的你哦~
可是，
知道你不可能再变回以前那样了吧？
==

明天补习补到6：30，
回到家都7点
像足下午班的咧。。
T-T

23/1/11 累了

好久没用华语po了
唉

中4好无聊
=3=

最好玩的，
应该是拜五跟不同朋友去吃东西呱

时间
被补习占据

不能怪我补太多
我不靠补习
成绩真的烂到不能看

all pass
and 1 A-
这要求，
高吗？
=3=

很怕fail
addmath / physic
T-T

唉
天啊
今天第3次去肥林补习

还是没变
带着满头问号走出来

人家说
“不明白就问啦！”

我整个都不明白，
你要我怎样问？！
==

我需要的是
一个人，
坐在我旁边，
1对1教我

政颢！
来喝茶！
><

昨天，
与某人发生了些事情，
lpz ，
你懂的
=3=

今天没事了
=D

其实整件事，
没有谁对谁错。。

他的立场，
他的顾虑是对的

我的立场，
我做的也没错

好累。。
好累。。。

今早写了一篇 “ a narrow escape ”
的作文

内容大概是说我不知怎样，
到了恐龙时代

最后，
都是一场梦罢了
=3=

我真的不知要写什么，
逼于无奈，
只好写了

恐龙名字，
知道的也不多
就懂个T-rex罢了
==

早知写去到pokemon世界更好。。
还可以写jigglypuff唱歌弄我睡觉！
pikachu sot 到我傻！
charizard的火把我烤焦！
要squirtle来浇熄

可是，
原因是我怕老师没有共鸣，
所以只好打消念头了

唉
有点后悔没写到，
要不然我会写得很过瘾

好累，
好多功课没碰到
头重重的

老娘目前卖了36粒柑，
比起凯恩。。
我真差
T-T

可是不公平呐！
有两个xx他的男生各跟她买10粒！
加起来都20了！！
死变态！！

美女果然比较好。。
T-T
呜呜呜呜呜
这世界，
真残忍！

不过已经尽力了，
10粒都够拿文凭了，
呵呵~

拜3包柑~
期待期待~~
^^

搞完柑，
要开始卖chocolate咯~
今年一定没得收

失望呐~

P/S：叮当的洋葱，
比杨宗伟好听哦~
（ 个人意见）
我恨功课！

22/1/11 Relax Week

teehee~
seriously ,
this week kinda relaxing..
=3=

thurs no cls enuf for me to relax ~
ahahahhaha~

friday's sejarah tuition canceled tim~
more shuang~

sat replacement cls ,
ponteng !
ahahaha~
relax n laze at house whole day~

thot got fei lim de tuition today geh..
who noes~
my fren said canceled~
weee~~~
so nice yo~
=D

but !!
gonna do sum exercises at night
><
do physics n add maths

this 2 sub !
I MUZ PASS IN FIRST EXAM !!!!
I DUN CARE !!!!!

P/S: cik mumtaz still hvnt say anything to me yet
abt my xtra sub english literature..
after CNY wan exam le wor..
she still hvnt tell me wht to do
==
wht novel i oso duno
how exam ?
zzzz
kns..
is ther any1 taking english literature wif me ?
T-T

21/1/11 If this world no phone , i might die ==

wookay !
giv a big clap to my best fren !!
" Mr Friday " !!!
^^
luv friday~
can go for koko ,
bek hse den tml is saturday ad..

and !!
" Mrs Piano " is sick n unable to hav lessons wif me
^^
which means~~
tml no piano cls !!
ahahahah~
><
( hate ppl who ask me wht grade i'm in if i say i'm taking piano lessons ..
if i say i taking ,
all ask..
wtf..==
same questions tim..
all so got mo qi o? )

however~
got fei lim tuition tml eh..
so gan cheong !!
wif the help of chin hao !
i finally noes how to solve the bloody equation !!!
ADD MATHS !!
F U !!!
==

leo meeting suddenly canceled today
i din even noe
=3=
hm said she heard the announcement
den i was like
" wah ~ so nice ! can go KFC earlier >< "

den hor..
i noe tat blur blur chin hao wont listen to the announce 1 la
so i went to his cls after my biology cls
when i infrorm him
==
he rili doesnt noe abt it
LMAO !!
><

den..
caned by rahim today~
i cant even rmb the las time i been cane..
its...
LONG...
LONG......
LONG......
TIME AGO !!!
==

after skul
rush to bus stop
we din even noe wher's chin hao
so
we straight away get on bus
den ~
on bus
met rong feng
he wanna join us too

so~
he followed me n hm to KFC
grab a seat n sat down
rush to toilet !!!
(today whole day din use skul toilet,
so pro lo me..><
noe me de ppl noe how much water i drink each day de la)

den CH called when i'm in toilet
==
wht a good timing

went out n call him back
he said his coming ad
=3=
LOL

when i'm ordering food
he came
when finish n put down my meal
hm told me
" he went up == "
so~ i went up to look for him
den~
sat down
chat chat chat
38 38 38 ~
ahahhaha !
eating wif a damn slow mode
=3=

we're having so much fun jz sit ther n chat lor
laughing non-stop
><
CH looks so cool lor
we all laugh like siao
he jz " .... "
no expressions at all !
wth...
><'''
how can he tahan not to laugh 1 ?!
><
god lai de


after eating ,
tunjuk ajar add maths from them !
CKS went n visit us n teach hm ><
CH teaching me pulak
ahahhaa !
den mei ting n khai en oso join us
so meriah lor~
=3=

went for BM tuition ,
not late
=D

when tuition start
the sej teacher smsed me n inform me no tuition later
i was like..
ZOMG?!
luckily i'm having my phone..
if not
i'll wait ther for hours eh !
cant contact mummy too
><
phone is important !!!

P/S : recently..
many ppl said i'm so 38..
the reason y i 38 is ...
stressed~
==
the more stress i m ,
the more 38 i m..
=3=
other than tat...
my maths is rili KNS..
teach till tat CH wan vomit blood ad !
ahahahahha !!
sry teacher~
^^
thx wor~
for teaching me such complicated stuffs !
^^

20/1/11 Thaipusam = none of my bussiness

~.~
jz a short update while waiting for time to pass
tuition wif encik mages later
i like this tuition eh
><

after akaun tuition ,
physics
i hate it
==
it always make my head hurts other than addmaths
==

already wearing my spongebob shirt
LOL !
wait till every1 laughs at me
LOL !

recently..
i abit sot sot 1
==

i told hm
" i wanna pijak a worm accidentally "
LOL !!
i can jz step on it wht
=3=
but i wanna feel tat kind of feeling when u did sumthing accidentally

if i step it on purpose ,
not fun ler
=3=

i told hm sumthing 38 too
i said
" i'm looking forward tat a morn i wake up n feel unwell n skip skul "
LOL !
actually,
i can jz skip skul if i wan
since my mum is not waking me now in the morn
=3=
i wake up myself eh
so big jor
^^
( i stop my lai chuang habit ler~ ^^)

oh ya..
this year form4 lor..
after next year graduate ler !
yay~
^^

my wishlist
-be the mc for any occasion ( once enuf b4 i graduate )
- enter singing competition wif frens ( once enuf too )

at this moment oni these gua..
i rili wanted to try to be mc lei
><
sounds fun..
i like to be a host de
~.~
( but i noe i sux == ,
at least gimme a try wht..T-T )

abt singing competition ,
b4 i graduate ,
i wanna make myself " diu lian " on the stage !
hahahha !
muz leave smtg b4 i graduate
><'''
if found suitable fren ,
mayb will go
ahahah !!
i wanna throw my face on stage !
=3=

P/S: the title of this post has ntg to do wif this contain
ahahahha!!
i jz duno wht to put as title
=3=

19/1/11 Public Holiday !

hmm..
3rd day in dm..
ntg much special..
still dun like it
=3=

today went home as usual
mum spoke to me
she's kinda worried of me..

dad told her i wasnt happy n always seemed moody after i went diamond
so she came n ask wht's the prob
aih
noe she's worried la
aih
i jz duno y
i dun like it..
mayb is i dun like to b in new environment
==
( 4th year in dm still new ? )

finally~
=D
10 oranges' goal reached !
MUAHAHAHHA !!!
i'm so proud of myself !!
><
gettin the certs ler~
wee~

gonna continue to sell..
but monday is deadline ler..
which means..
these days ,
i nid to find customers on net !
gah !
wish me luck man..
=3=

tml public holiday~~
weee~
no skul for me~
=3=
2 tuitions though
T-T

playin truth or dare wif hm
gonna wear my spongebob shirt to mages' s tuition tml
==
walao
so "yu"
but i feel like trying it though
=D
( dun laugh at me ~ T-T )

oh ya ..
i rili hoped tat tat girl din change tuition time lor..
i wana noe more abt her..
she's special
=D

another thing is..
another "her" came to morn session !!
haha !
went to toilet ( ponteng ) coz i dun rili feel like staying in cls
when come out i met her~
=D
we walked bek tgt till block F n had a small chat
it was so akward..
==
aih..
no choice
got distance ad
T-T

saturday replacement cls
not goin definately
==

having tuition wif fei lim at 4
==
gah !!
I DUNO HOW TO FINISH UP HIS HOMEWORK !!!
I TRIED TO DO !!
but..
i stucked
==
FML !!!!
F MYSELF !!!
==

18/1/11 =3=

actually..
i got ntg to blog abt..
==
jz simply post 1
ahahaha~

recently ..
i'm addicted to taylor swift's back to december !
=D
emo song ma.
=3=

rocketeer by far east movement oso not bad
fly~~~~~
LOL !!

linkin park's waiting for the end oso cool
=D

hvnt been mapling since skul start..
i miss the maple world..
aih..
but this comp cannot play
==
i jz duno y
wan play is can de
i use old lappy lor
but my bro using it now
T-T
unfair betul..
=3=
i got new lappy by getting 8As
he getting my well protected lappy by...
doin ntg
==
kns..

aih..
thurs no skul !
i'm so freaking happy man !
=D

this sat's replacement cls..
dun feel like going..
any idea ?

i dun like to be in dm cls wht..
go for wht i oso duno

say real..
in skul i dun rili listen to the teacher 1
==
i go tuition oni listen
zzz

currently ..
wai yang bought 3 mandarin oranges from me
hm bought 2
i nid to get 5 more..
can de gua..

next tues stay bek ma~
=D
mwahahhaha~
my dear customers in sesi petang !
PLS !
buy from me~~~
T-T

18/1/11 K.N.S

aih~
( gonna start my post wif aih ! fun hor? )

kena denda rm0.10 for chatting in class in chinese while english time
LOL LOL LOL !!

tat teacher so funny lor
><
i din even noe muz speak in english in her cls !
new to here ok?
=3=
my fault too la ,
din argue wif her .
lazy ma~
=D
+more..its oni 10cents..
LOL !

i can giv her rm1 and ask her to STFU oso can
=3=
u wan money ?
take it
=3=

grr~
new to diamond..
they all got groups ad
presentation , orals ..
grrr !!!
i nid to join or remake ?
==

moral teacher most kns..
i hafal nilai till my head hurts..
cant rmb la..
aih..
luckily she din call me to hafal it..
=3=

now..
oni add math teacher pleased me the most
=D

prosperty orange / mandarin orange so hard to sell la wei...
RM1.50
we help u to wrap nicely ,
write greetings ,
send it summore
==

ZOMOK NO1 BUY FROM ME !!!
T-T
i nid at least 10 la wei~
gonna stay bek next tues for it !
sesi petang customers !!
i'm coming !!
( can meet her ~ ^^ )

listen wen theng said president very kesian..
><
nid do alot stuffs
she SPM this year summore..
aih..
rili hope to do smtg to help her..
><

P/S:a long n boring n lousy day..
i still hate my life in diamond
FML !
next year..
shud i go bek ?
or stay diamond ?
aih..

17/1/11 Tough Life

aih...
first day in diamond..
or u can say...
4th year in diamond
=='''

ntg special..
all same frens..
same gang...
same topic...
==

wht rili diff and makes me sooo berat hati to leave ruby is..
the teachers lor..
the environment lor..
my other frens lor...
the stress-less life compare to diamond
==

today moral time..
if i'm in ruby ,
i'll laugh wif them like siao in the cls..
but...
in diamond ,
i'm standing quietly n giv teacher to ask abt the nilai murni or kata kunci

our cls so freaking diam
all i heard is ruby cls's laughing
==
cemburunya...
T-T

ok..
today after skul ,
me n hm went to eat xin zhu yi
den..
abt 3pm
walk to mutiara tuition centre..

TO OUR DISAPPOINTMENT !!
the door is locked
==
wtf..
we wait for 50mins++
==
wakao..

tomol gonna get my orange sample !
=D
who wanna order can order from me wor~~
^^

i'm busy wif tuitions ,
societies ,
homeworks ,
and etc etc..

wht a tough life..
grrr !

tat's all,
homework time..
^^

P/S: dun wan orange oso got chocolate ar~
^^

14/1/11 ( 2nd post ) thx all ! ( to all leo members )

seriously ,
i'm having a bad day ,
and i din think tat i can get it,
since ther's not much frens who r ther to vote me.

i'll try to do my best ,
hope to get all of ur cooperation too
^^

well..
i rili appreciate this chance ,
thx for giving it to me,
thanks every1 !
^^

14/1/11 我不开心。。

好的
我终于熬过今天了

本来，
开开心心的上学
一切都很正常

我没想过这种事会发生
结果老师进来通知时，
我还信心满满地对他们说
“放心，我不会走的”
说完，就走了出去

结果，
校长不让我们留下

原因是，
我们不上，
3班上不了，
3班上不了，
4班上不了science stream

其他人走了出去后，
我们再进回去，
希望她能改变主意

可是她只是一直洗脑我们，
说什么，
我们要为他们着想啊什么的

我想问，
为他们着想？！
谁为我们着想？！

他们不愿意留在4班就得让我们这些人迁就他们？
考不好，
进不了science stream，
害的，
也是我们。

若大家都考得好好的，
我们会这样吗？
不会，
只会学校开多几班sci cls

这就是“殃及池鱼”
而我，
就是其中一只鱼

校长说，
她懂，
我们没申请的被推上去很无辜，
她能谅解，
可是这是学校的system，
我们不能违反，
除非，
你转校。

她还说，
不能从2班选其他人推上去是因为他们没有那个资格
（我是2班第一个名字）

我也不明白，
你又不是从opal推去diamond！
很夸张咩？！
给于机会给想上1班的学生，
不好咩？

如果这样，
不就皆大欢喜？

在校长室哭了很久。。
回到班还是忍不住哭了
（现在打字又哭）

本来在校长室里答应好自己绝对不准哭，
结果又怎样了？
我也不想啊，
眼泪不听话。。

哭了，
没有用，
只会觉得很讨厌，
校长并没有同情，
一路眼红红走回班，
很丢脸

可是在ruby短短的2个星期，
我很开心，
环境、朋友、老师，
这一切的一切，
令我真的很不舍。。

下个拜1要进diamond了，
不舍得。。

而且，
我是巡查员，
下课得站岗，
遇不到，
补习也遇不到，
佩筠！！
我会很想你的！！
（美婷别生气，
我们还可以一起出来吃午餐、补习嘛^^)

所以，
我现在告诉你们，
我没事了，
哭也哭够了，
眼泪干干，
哭不出~
==

从小学到现在，
我没在学校哭过，
今天，
是第一次，
我也希望是最后一次。
16岁了，
大个女了~（广东）
不能像小妹妹一样，
当个哭宝。

我现在只能怨，
为什么，
名单中的前3个名是我。。

P/S：在校长室里面哭，
很不同凡响，
（不知道是不是酱用）
下次你们不妨试下

7/1/11 My honeymoon year !

title might seem its a cheerful post,
but no .
==

dun get it wrongly .
the honeymoon is wif "" this !
=3=

today,
quite shuang,
skul ended 1230
=D
but tat stupid bio teacher let us out late 5 mins !
i'll rmb u !!!

excited~
abt the bio presentation
=D
doin the opening for my group
=3=
( they rely on me much )
ahahahha~
jkjk
><

ruby teacher almost all r nice
well..
the bio teacher din went tat well..
=3=
still hvnt met all the teachers actually..
add maths ,
moral ,
etc
wish tat they're all nice nice 1
=D
stressless cls !
i like it~
=D

after skul,
went to KFC to had our lunch ther
wif khai en ,
mei ting ,
hui min~
=D
long time no hang out tgt after skul ler..
las year we always did tat !

this year gonna b free for every fri from 1230-3 pm
^^

went to kings to buy egg tarts !!
yay~~
i finally got my babies~~~
^^
( ate 1 of it though..=3= )

after KFC,
went to cass top ,
bought smtg for u Mr L~
ahahahahah~
after cass top , kfc n kings..
i'm broke now
==
wasted alot money !
T-T

gave the skul fees n chem book's money
i hvnt even pay for my tuition fees yet
==
FML !

attending tuitions like siao as u noe
==
went to parkson after cass top
coz hm deadly wanna visit CKS ==
( to say the truth...she...seem...more chubby o.o )
after SPM too shuang liao
=3=

after parkson ,
hit bek to the centre !
=D
luckily ,
we're 3 mins early !
mwahahhaha !
APPLAUSE !!!
=D

tuiton starts~
feel like slping the whole tuition~
3-5 finally ends !
since next tuition starts at 5:30 ,
me n hm explored around the segaria !
LOL LOL LOL !!
it was fun !
><
i hope i din disturbed any1
><
psps

play enuf ,
refreshed ,
went bek to clsroom ~
3ppl taking tat sub
==
scare tat teacher wan close down the cls
LMAO !!
sej still ok,
i paid att all the way ok ?
=3=
concentrate~
ahahahha !

sej is easier..
alot..
==
compared to the deadly physics !
T-T

physics = blur die me
bm+sej = sien die me

o.o
will update soon de la~
i guess~
hvnt on maple since skul start !
@o@

7/1/11 目·光

这几天都写些很古怪+抽象的东西，
体谅我下啦，
我爽嘛~
=D

其实，
我不喜欢成为大家的焦点、
话题、
注目、
或更多。

我只喜欢静静的，
当一片衬托别人的绿叶。

参加合唱团就是因为大家一起，
没有玫瑰，
我们大家都是小草、绿叶。

大家有没有发现，
我走路时，
头都是低低的呢？

其实，
我不喜欢被别人看着，
或和别人对看，
我想。。
这是我缺乏信心的最大原因。

我近年来开始，
喜欢在班上present东西了，
可是，
paper work都是别人做，
我是负责出一张嘴而已。

训练信心吧？

参加辩论，
也是同个原因。
（ 还有，
贪玩==）

我知道，
在这世界上，
信心很重要。

面试时，
信心缺乏的话，
老板或许不请你。

面试考试或什么的，
你没信心，
下场也是一样。

对自己没信心，
什么都会害怕，
整脑都是负面想法，
人生悲观。

所以，
我希望，
有一天，
我可以抬头挺胸的，
自然地走路，
不必再害怕别人的目光而低头了，
开开心心，
信心满满地，
度过每一天。
会有那么一天吗？
=）

最近喜欢上课放空想些有的没的，
不好意思。

6/1/11 转学生

短短的一篇文章 ，
没兴趣也没关系。

转学生，
总是有着神秘的一面。

你不知道他的过去是怎样，
不知道他的为人是怎样，
不知道关于更多他的事。

当你问起，
你敢确定，
他回答的，
都是真实答案吗？

他转校的目的，
真的只是搬家、
想换个新环境，
那么的简单吗？

你可能不知道，
他或许有着一些不可告人的过去。

他可能在旧学校，
曾犯过蓄意杀人的罪，
或许，
他犯的是，
加入黑色会、吸毒、吸烟、喝酒。

他或许从转学到现在，
都是双面人。
有着很多的，
不能说的秘密。

若不防备，
小心，
他从后面，

桶你一刀。

只是突然有个那么恐怖的想法，
所以把它写成一篇很够力３８的散文。
Ｐ／Ｓ：我班今年正好有２位转学生哟～
;p

6/1/11 5th day of F4 skul life !

seriously la...
how come ppl say F4 is honeymoon year ?!
==
i jz cant get it..
zzzzzzzz
the cls we're attending is all so difficult
==
wtf..

goin for tuitions like siao
==
7days in a week
lemme c..
monday got
wed might got
thursday got
friday got
sat got
sun mayb got

eeeee
i oni can rest fully on tues
ZOMG !

okok !!
frens !!
if wan ajak me pigi yamcha ,
i'm available on fridays
=D
if...ther's no society meetings..
==

1230 after skul
reach ther abt 1250
had lunch
3pm oni got tuition
muahahahahha

I'M SO EFFIN FREE !!!!
WOOOHOOOO~~~~

=D
tml gonna go around rawang wif my dearest hm~
wanna buy egg tart at kings !
grr !
mouth watering for 2/3 days + ad !

tat's all for now~
=D
tata

4/1/11 2nd day of skul !

weee~~~
2011 IS NOT FUN~~~
=D

i mean it
==
hmm..
wookay~

lemme xplain the reason y i tried to go diamond first
1. i scare in ruby too shuang ,
play till siao ,
form5 x boleh catch up
==
2 my dearest khai en is inside
3 my name is the 1st name in ruby ==
lucky huh ?
4 i wanna be wif hm ><
5 my mum hope tat i could go dm =o=


but~
my heart belongs to ruby~~~
=D
i like ruby coz...


1 my 38 gang r ther !
=D
i got meiting , lpz , zimei, pc~
2 lesser presure / stress
3 i might get btr position than in dm !
LOL !
4 i feel like trying to stay in ruby for 1 year
to test tat m i suitable in ther ><
5 dm is creepy ==

ok~
enuf of tat crap~
=D

my tuition !
==
im taking 11 subs n having 8 subs tuition
...
all subs except for
maths ,
moral ,
BC,
these 3 i dun go for tuition .

i noe if my BC sure cannot get A in SPM
but..
terpaksa take oso
my standard in writing chinese easay is stuck in std6
==
ahahahhaha~

wookay~
abt cls !
dun rili like cik mumtaz for changing our places into diff races sitting tgt
i neo her motive is good ,
but den..
T-T
i nid to borrow homework from my meiting !
and !
if i dun understand !
i can ask n understand even btr !
and...
i'm not close wif the indians in my cls
=o=

aih...
i dun wanna change place...
T-T

2/1/11 Ne-yo , Jason Derulo , Akon , Jay Sean , Iyaz , Sean Kingston , Eminem , Taio Cruz , Usher

yo !
this post is gonna blog abt my opinion toward these black male singers !
=D

firstly ~
neyo~~~
=D
like lots of his songs ya noe ?
><
i like...
so sick~
mad !
bcoz of u
hate tat i love u ( duet wif rihanna )
luv his songs alot !
keep the good work up !!
^^

jason derulo ,
hmm..
actually..
i jz like his
wht if
i luv this song alot la wei~
fell in love wif it once i hear it !
=D
emo enuf
=D

akon ,
hmm....
i oni like his be wit u wif wilber pan wor
==
and a song of him recently was like...
so weird
==
u guys can check it out in utube
name:
i jz had sex
=.=

jay sean
i like his down !
=D
other than tat..
no le gua~
><

Iyaz ,
replay !!
pyramid !! ( wif charice ! )
hehe these 2 quite nice ^^
high ranking wif pyramid ~

sean kingston ,
i like his eenie meanie wif justin bieber o
his beautiful girls oso not bad la

eminem ..
O.O
i oni like his love the way u lie ( wif rihanna too )
teehee

taio cruz !!!
weee !!!
i luv his
dynamite
break ur heart
high rankings wif dynamite !
=D

usher ~
dj got us fallin in love
=D

jz a short update
coz idk wht to blog abt
==
bye guys
=D

2/1/11 O.O takecare , NS frens

好的好的，
现在是2：22AM
真的！！
当我打字时看到的！！

>< 嗯~~
NS的朋友们，
多多保重咯，
去到那边要好好照顾自己吖~
我不会想你们的~
=3=

嘿嘿，
上了中4，
算大姐姐了吧？
muahahhaha
选中了几个中1的人来当眼中钉了~
ohoho~
小心我啊~~
=3=

今年form1啊？
没什么帅的呱。。
全部那么小
==
我才不要姐弟恋~

哼~
好的！
本小姐想了很久，
今年的目标到底是什么，
终于！
有了些成果！

1 我要~~和中一，
二的小弟弟，
小妹妹打好关系
（酱才像大姐姐）

2 我的成绩要好好的，
不能再差下去料，
很差了啦！

3 我要对得起我的职位，
我会好好的做好分内工作！
^^

4 存钱！！！
==
每次都说要存。。
结果。。

5 要更多自由！！！！
对水瓶座的人来说，
自由很重要！
没了自由，
水瓶座的人好像会死掉酱~
（我啦）
所以！！
我要喝茶的话，
要自己搭巴士，
我要出街的话，
我要玩到几点就几点。

6 要醒目点
我好像整天给人blur blur的感觉hor？
==

7 要跟现在一样，
对男生呛！
=D 呛死他们！！
哈哈！！
除了我亲爱的老婆仔不必被我欺负，
其他的。。
ohoho~

其实当然还有很多东西啦，
不过目前想到的就这些。


form4 ，
a brand new life 。
2011 ，
虽然，
我真的很讨厌你，
因为你一开始就发生了些不愉快的事，
但是！！
总不能叫你不来吧？
=o=
所以，
我~~~
我要~~~~
我要~~~~~
（忘词）

还有，
康熙啊康熙~~
请你别停播啊~~
没了你我会死掉~~
s啊~~
你别去生孩子啦~~~
T-T