21/4/11 :(

din went to skul today~
=o=
any of u guys noticed ?

hehe~

monday start to suffer sore throat~
very well..
tuesday ,
luckily after eating kn's strepsils ,
it recovered ,
and luckily i no nid to go for the 2nd match .

but still..
on wed~
T.T
it bcame worse..
aih~

i talk less ad lei tat day~
:(
on debate practise oso talk less
keep drink water~
drink drink drink !

eat oso cannot eat fries
T.T
ate 2 coconut jellies after skul ~
==
cant eat pisang goreng
T.T

and~
due to this !
i'm absent to skul today
:)
wee~

mum oso say i'm gonna fall asick if i dun get good rest~
so~
i skipped skul ~
=3=

but thursday..
aih~
sien
==
all science subject after recess..
2 chem ,
2 bio ,
2 physics.
i jz wanna shout
wtf ?!!

suan ba~
later gonna go off at 3:30 for account tuition~
den physic tuition~
ohoho~

looking forward to the next debate competition ~
who wanna team up wif me ya~ ?
XDXD
my advisor !
u muz help me a !
T.T

P/S : hmm...
abt the last post de P/S ~
dun misunderstand la~
the thing i mean is debate a~
i luv it day by day~
=3=
u guys think till wht jor?!
><

tml wen teng said no leo club's mesyuarat~
weee~
i can go out earlier ~
^^

19/4/11 finally~

嘿嘿嘿～～
终于啊！！
比完赛了～

我很诚实地在这里告诉你们，
是的，
我们第一场输了～

虽然有点替她们觉得失望，
但是心里某一部分抗拒上场的心却在窃喜～
啊～～
不应该！！

其实我觉得，
我真的没有足够的准备。。
唉。。


本来是希望可以有个校内比赛在出去外面的嘛。。
现在突然叫我上，
心里当然觉得不要啊。。

加上。。
每位选手都比过赛的，
不管校内校外，
国语辩论还是华语辩论，
唯独我最没经验
脑袋转不快
＝＝

其实我觉得她们今天表现得不错啊，
呵呵呵～
不要气馁～
我们下次再来过哟～

看了光华对上育华，
获益不浅～
呵呵呵～
这才是真正的辩论赛嘛～
我们！
有待加强！！！
加强加强加强！！！
加油～～～

Ｐ／Ｓ：啊～
难得忙完了～～
功课却有好多没做。。
讨厌！！

而且，
我发觉，
我真是一天比一天更爱你了～
嘻嘻嘻～～

14/4/11 最近。。

hmm...
最近,
不知不觉,
一直想起某个人..

她,
想必大家都不陌生吧?

其实,
记得第一次看见她时,
是她4/5年级时转到我们学校..

当时我还记得她绑着两条辫子的呢!
她说,
她天生卷发,
不能绑马尾..

其实当时的我并不怎么认识她,
只是,
她太出名了~

几乎每个人都认识,
演讲,
讲故事,
唱歌,
学业,
品行,
样样都好..

不知道是不是人红是非多?
感觉身旁不断会听见关于她的东西..

最记得有次歌唱比赛..
明明听到很显不想听了,
低下头睡觉,
怎知,
是她那特别的歌声,
另我把沉重的头抬起来..

她超屌的!
我记得她当时唱的是高山青..
她竟然在中间唱一大段我们听不懂的语言!
好部落的感觉~
还在上面跳舞
==
其实..
我当时觉得..
满新鲜,
可是现在想回,
好像有点丢脸
==
不好意思..

然后..
上了中一,
开始跟她变得较熟..
原因嘛..
华人女生,
同一班,
巡查员..

可是不太喜欢她太过于强制和强悍的态度,
会令我有点恐惧感..
就好像..
我不想做某件事,
就婉转的拒绝,
然后一直找借口,
然后!!
可恶的是!!
她一直帮我把借口弄掉!
讨厌!!

其实我不知道她是白目到不明白我在婉转的拒绝还是她真的非要我做不行,
但我觉得,
她应该不是属于白目的那个
=='''

然后,
不知道为什么,
我不会特别讨厌她,
但也没对她有什么好感..

原因是..
我刚提的,
不喜欢她太过强悍吧..
给人不太亲切的感觉..
但有时却也会跟我们一起疯..
可是,
我很难捉摸,
她到底是在处于哪一个mode
==
是强悍的那个,
亦或则是跟我们玩得不亦乐乎的那个..

除此之外啊..
她说话..
很容易带刺..
我不知道是她的另一种"搞笑"方式,
还是她特地讽刺,
总之,
我不喜欢..

其实不知不觉,
和她同班3年,
我都会有个奇怪的习惯..

哈哈..
望着她背影发呆
==
我不知道为什么..
可能她整天坐第一排?

其实这样望下望下,
3年了~

今年,
她走了,
没了她的背影,
我上课都觉得怪怪的..

哈哈,
现在的她,
不知怎样了呢?

新的环境,
还可以适应吧?

看过她到那里的照片,
我觉得,
她变得更憔悴了,
或许那里的程度真的比我们想象中的还要难很多,
很多..

不管怎样,
我在这里祝福她..
事事顺利,
平安健康..
等等等等..

希望,
以后还会有机会见到你吧..

3年咯~
你帮我的也不少吧?
谢谢你,
我的朋友..
:)

10/4/11 wakakaka~

ehehehe~
rili high la today
><''

thx jie for throwing this party~
ngek ngek ngek~
luv it~

ok~
lemme tell from the beginning~

morn ,
i got piano cls~
den~
noon ,
exactly after my piano ,
went to kfc for lunch n oral test practise ..

afternoon ,
had my addmaths tuition..
which i cant understand at all..

finally !!
the bad part ended !
T.T

haha~
went to mcd to wait for yyy n LMH n okn to go jie's hse~
jie picking us all up~

waited waited n waited..
about 10mins ltr~
yyy n lmh showed up~
KN !
U'RE THE LATEST !
AGAIN !!
=='''

k lor~
suan~
who noes..
jie drove wira ~
and..
the front seat got 1 girl sitting ad
o.o''

which means..
4 ppl squeezing like sardine fish at the back ~
ahahha~
fun experience~
><
actually ~
i like squeezing neh ~

ok~
reached her hse~
ohoho~
when we reach ,
jz few lil kitten arrived jek~

ben lai wanna help do smtg
but jie say ntg do
:(
nvm lor..
went out to bersiar-siar wif him~
haha

walk walk walk~
saw alot ppl
o.o''

went into the rukun tetangga thingy..
played wif the see-saw
=o=''
i noe we're childish..
ahaha~

den..
it started to rain
o.o'''

so..
kn asked
" shud we go bek now ? "

den i said..
" of coz la ! "
ran like sakai !
hahaha
the rain got bigger n bigger~
finally we reached bek jie's hse~
pressed the door bell few times ,
finally tzee yee opened it ~
haha~
thx !
><

1/3 wet jek~
not such big deal~
hehe

den a..
ate HOTDOGS !
XD
purposely put big big de~
yyy hor~
=p

den a..
went to jie's room ,
burn disc !
thx for ur disc wor !
><

den..
kn smsed me to call me come up n eat
wanna finish up the thing first marh..
=3=

den he beh tahan ,
called me ask me come down
T.T
so fierce

the table so low ,
chair too high
T.T
hard to eat n sit
but in the end kn got change place wif me la~
xixi~
xie xie~

chated alot 38 stuffs ~
lady gaga , katy perry , hotdogs , mashimaro ,marshmallow ,
who's drunk !
haha
alcohol~
LOL !
alot la~

joining a diff gang of frens r so different ,
the topics r diff too
hehe
i guess ,
diff ppl ,
diff topic ,
might hav diff reaction ..
keke

ate alot stuffs !
luv the pizzas ~
^^
opps ,
insufficient hotdogs for yeeyen~
><

and thx kn for drinking 3 times or more de beer for me wor~
i scare saliva ma..
sry na
T.T
if u guys pour it into cups i can do it der~

conclusion is~
i had tons of fun during the party !
yeah~
^^v
and..
me n kn did smtg naughty ther..

i hope tat guy wont find out ba~
dun think he'll find out lor actually
=3=
he suspect oso wont suspect till me geh~
wahahahhaha~
this is wht i called " shuang ! "

P/S : wee~
had pizza ystd n today~
ahahha~
turning into a pizza freak~
ystd pizza hut ,
today domino's pizza~
tml...
CANADIAN PIZZA !!
woots !

8/4/11 sigh or laughter ?

aih / haha ?
i duno..

let's talk abt the good thing first~
hmm
i heard my lp got 1st in the competition mendeklamasi sajak~
( chinese de sajak == )
grats her here first~
kaka~
duno she'll read anot la~
==

second ~
hehe~
i'm officially the MC of segarian idol for 2011 !
yahoo~
^^
( ther's a bad part bhind.. )
since this year start ,
i've aiming for this position long time ago ad~
haha~
i hope i wont screw the whole thing up
=o=

3,
pizza is yummy~
^^
haha~
for more details..
o.o''
erh..
no other details to let u guys noe~
=p

4.
tml is saturday~
wakakakak~
i'm busy though..
T.T

5.
i rmbed smtg..
rmb the previous post ?
" hardwork " ?
i 4got to mention tat ..
4gotten standard wht la~
in primary skul de la~
i ..
sumhow..
accidentally go for the english story telling competition
==
and~
i..
wasnt loud enuf
=o=
LOL !
i hope..
i wont face this prob when im hosting..
T.T

ok ~
bad things..
not much to talk abt..
n i'm fed up of talking abt it..

tell u guys smtg ...
weird
==

i mentioned tat i'm the MC for this event right ?
1girl 1 boy ..
girl is me ad lor ( for sure )
u noe who's the boy ?
==
vickneswaran..
T.T
gosh..
i thot sum chinese boy could take tat place !
coz its easier for me to cooperate n work wif !
aiyah..
still got alot reasons la..
since i'm first time hosting..
i hope to hav sum1 who got alot experience ,
and sum1 who i can count on..
T.T
but now..
i scare tat we both r screwing it up..
aih..
i'll try my best to save it..
T.T

６／４／１１ 努力

好的！
今天！
就来谈努力！

好啦～
跟你们说哦～
以前啦。。
我声量不大的。。
：（

然后一直口试时被老师说讲话不够大声
唉～

渐渐的
上了中学
国、英、华语都要口试
除了这些，
道德啊，、公民啊、科学啊、
有的没的都会常常叫我们ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔ东西

为了一次的ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔａｔｉｏｎ可以把我的头搞到超级无敌大！！
唉～

然后我也常常怯场而没信心，
没了信心，
声量本来从大，
会变越来越小。。
然后也不敢直视观众。。
啊！！
讨厌！！

然后我就慢慢的改咯～
每次都讲大大声！
训练自己！
训练啊！！

然后～
今天～
获得不错的讲评～
但是！！
还是有进步空间。。
＝＝

是啦，
还是不满意自己的表现。。

但是我有了满足感。。
我好开心，
我付出那么多年的努力，
总算获得了些好的评价。。

而且，
认识我都知道，
每天带着“大蓝和小蓝”的对吧？
我是一个喝超多水的人～

原因是。。
我容易口干。。
＝＝
每当我讲话大声，
嗓子就会觉得不舒服。。

可是这个却克服不了的
Ｔ．Ｔ
我也不想那么依赖大蓝小蓝啊。。
呜呜呜呜。。

Ｐ／Ｓ：可恶的英语口试，
和国语口试要到了。。
天啊。。
英语的我当上我组的ｎａｒｒａｔｏｒ。。
＝＝
要讲超级无敌多话。。
而且！！
今天那老师才刚说了，
ｎａｒｒａｔｏｒ角色很重要，
声量要大。。
我担心我又怯场然后把整组的表现搞砸。。
唉。。
我搞砸的，
不止一次
Ｔ．Ｔ

6/4/11 o.o?

hmm..
finally...
the so-called debate competition in skul is...
over ?
==
not yet~

teacher said ,
we muz make our " 稿 "
into point form ,
write it in a piece of small paper ,
den put on our palm..

means..
u nid to b like explaining ,
not like jz reading it..
yor..
T.T
i wan die ad la wei..

k lor..
today my performance..
erh..
coz without the 攻辩环节 quite relaxing
@.@
hahahha~
jz 2 minutes jek~

well..
sum juniors said my voice is loud n clear ,
pronounciation is quite good ..
teacher said mostly same thing too la
jz i nid to slower it down
juniors oso say nid to slow down
T.T
urgh~

coz too gan cheong during my turn
feel like ending it fas marh~
=3=

my target !
SLOWER DOWN MY FLOW !!!

n sum infos from net ,
according to kk is incorrect geh ~
gosh~
><

haha
i duno much abt beethoven marh~~
jz for an example
><

k la~
wish me luck next week again..

same ppl ,
same team ,
same title ,
same time ,
same place ,
aiyah~
conclusion is !
diff method
==

yer..
manyak hard punya lor !
T.T

P/S：walao
skul library hot like shyt
today raining outside marh
when i step out from the library
i was like
" wah~~ so cool ar outside~ "
hahahha~
shuang~
pn sophie ,
please repair ur air cond pls ,
havent u gotten any complains yet ?!